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i finally found some closure over my whole deal with elyse last night. i feel so much better like i can finally move on and get over the whole thing. a big weight has been lifed off my shoulders i internalized all that way too much and it was really good to finally talk about and get everything out there, i suppose i can say is it was good while it was good, life happens, our relationship certainly taught me alot and made me a better stronger person in alot of ways so im greatfull for having the chance at least despite its problems. hopefully me and her stay good friends cuz obviously shell always hold a special place in my heart but we'll see what happens as far as that goes. for now i just feel ready to move on with the next chapter of my life. hopefully its a good one.