phone call
HA HA! Taking my own advice is sucha good thing to do. Well I told someone once that they should take what chance they had otherwise they'll think about all the what ifs of it for the rest of their life. Something liek that, not in those words exactly though. But anyway I went to the mall yesterday and got my old phone charged up. Yey!!! Then I put Ashley White's number into my new phone (which has about 7 other ashleys in it, no joke).
Later I ran into a childhood friend, well I can remember back before this girl was born type of thing [I was 3 back then]. I was best friends with her older brother Brian. So she's at the mall with her little brother Brett, who died his hair black [used to be blonde or brown, don't remember]. He's probly about 14 or so now....maybe 15 I don't know. But Aleah gives me her number and tells me to give it to my Sister also. And then she gives me a great big hug. :). She was actually the first girl I've held hands with....long story I'll tell you about it later someday. But my friend Richard was there and was telling me I should go out with her. But there's someone else I wanted to go out with, Ashley White, so I wasn't goign to go and ask out Aleah.
Next I ran into Allen Gibson and a friend of his. He was telling me how he'd been snowboarding alot and told me to go to this website...but saddly I forgot what it was. Then on my way out of the mall I ran into Jessica Howell. Always good to see her I must say. I used to have the biggest crush on her...Well I still kinda like her and all, but I like Ashley more (Ashley White that is [I know way too many Ashley's]). I wanted to stay and talk to her but I had to get going to work so I said goodbye to her and went on my merry little way.
On the way to work I was thinking if I should call Ashley or not. Then I thought to myself . o O ( If I don't call her I'm throwing away any chance I have to be with her and I'll probly think about it for the rest of my life and wonder about all the what if's. If I do call her and even if she says no or doesn't want to be my friend or whatever then at least I tried.) I was getting that shy feeling I get all the time when there's someone I really like and I"m scared to ask them out. So I kinda had to force myself to call. She answered the phone and I thought I woke her up cause she sounded really tired. But she was sick she said. So I was asking if she wanted to go and hang out sometime (yeah that sounded kinda stupid, but hey I was kinda under pressure here). She said to see what day I could go and she'll try to make it so she's open one of those days. So I said I need to go to work and check the schedual and she said to call her back after I checked it.
So I called her backa nd told her I was off on Monday and Wednesday and then I didn't really know what to say. I wanted to say something to her...but I just wasn't sure what. I felt really stupid. So anyway I end up sayign goodbye and that it was nice talking to her again. Then I sat that in the break room for 30min.s waiting for work to start....it seemed like 4 hours. Well eventually I went to work.
At work I did alot of random stuff running arround. And eventually ended up on a register in the videogame area. I was glad to be in there because I knew what I was talking about. Later my friend Patrick needed wednesday night off so I said I'd work it for him. Then I remembered telling Ashley I had wednesday off...I hope she doesn't try to plan anything for wednesday. When work was almost over Pat said he'd give me a ride home. After work we waited for his car to warm up and just skateboarded out in the parking lot. I was riding his girlfriends skateboard, which is incredibly LOW to the ground. I was weird. But I landed a 50/50 a few times on it. And I came really close to an inward hellflip a few times. No one can do inward heels these days. So finally the cars warmed up and he drops me off at home.
I was thinking about Ashley all night last night. I hope things work out. I really do. But right now I can only hope.
Later I ran into a childhood friend, well I can remember back before this girl was born type of thing [I was 3 back then]. I was best friends with her older brother Brian. So she's at the mall with her little brother Brett, who died his hair black [used to be blonde or brown, don't remember]. He's probly about 14 or so now....maybe 15 I don't know. But Aleah gives me her number and tells me to give it to my Sister also. And then she gives me a great big hug. :). She was actually the first girl I've held hands with....long story I'll tell you about it later someday. But my friend Richard was there and was telling me I should go out with her. But there's someone else I wanted to go out with, Ashley White, so I wasn't goign to go and ask out Aleah.
Next I ran into Allen Gibson and a friend of his. He was telling me how he'd been snowboarding alot and told me to go to this website...but saddly I forgot what it was. Then on my way out of the mall I ran into Jessica Howell. Always good to see her I must say. I used to have the biggest crush on her...Well I still kinda like her and all, but I like Ashley more (Ashley White that is [I know way too many Ashley's]). I wanted to stay and talk to her but I had to get going to work so I said goodbye to her and went on my merry little way.
On the way to work I was thinking if I should call Ashley or not. Then I thought to myself . o O ( If I don't call her I'm throwing away any chance I have to be with her and I'll probly think about it for the rest of my life and wonder about all the what if's. If I do call her and even if she says no or doesn't want to be my friend or whatever then at least I tried.) I was getting that shy feeling I get all the time when there's someone I really like and I"m scared to ask them out. So I kinda had to force myself to call. She answered the phone and I thought I woke her up cause she sounded really tired. But she was sick she said. So I was asking if she wanted to go and hang out sometime (yeah that sounded kinda stupid, but hey I was kinda under pressure here). She said to see what day I could go and she'll try to make it so she's open one of those days. So I said I need to go to work and check the schedual and she said to call her back after I checked it.
So I called her backa nd told her I was off on Monday and Wednesday and then I didn't really know what to say. I wanted to say something to her...but I just wasn't sure what. I felt really stupid. So anyway I end up sayign goodbye and that it was nice talking to her again. Then I sat that in the break room for 30min.s waiting for work to start....it seemed like 4 hours. Well eventually I went to work.
At work I did alot of random stuff running arround. And eventually ended up on a register in the videogame area. I was glad to be in there because I knew what I was talking about. Later my friend Patrick needed wednesday night off so I said I'd work it for him. Then I remembered telling Ashley I had wednesday off...I hope she doesn't try to plan anything for wednesday. When work was almost over Pat said he'd give me a ride home. After work we waited for his car to warm up and just skateboarded out in the parking lot. I was riding his girlfriends skateboard, which is incredibly LOW to the ground. I was weird. But I landed a 50/50 a few times on it. And I came really close to an inward hellflip a few times. No one can do inward heels these days. So finally the cars warmed up and he drops me off at home.
I was thinking about Ashley all night last night. I hope things work out. I really do. But right now I can only hope.