it's been 5 days
...since I last slept on my bed.
Doesn't mean I've been sharing someone's bed. It means I crashed and slept on the floor before I reach the bed. For 5 nights.
It happens when I'm too tired to reach the bed let alone taking shower before I become unconscious. I call it yukane (yuka= floor, ne = shorten version of the verb neru, which means to sleep).
After 5 nights of yukane I'm getting used to hardness of the floor...
Don't know why I'm doing this-5yukane. The job is usual. From 900am to 1900 or later as usual, the humidity and the heat, not much different from last week, but strangely I's so tired. Wonder why.
Bet I'm harming my health.
And eyesight too. It's typically hard to keep eyes wide open today. It just hurt.
I know I need to get out of this, just don't see the exit well in the tunnel. Strange thing, you never get used to the darkness...