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I have to be up for work in less than 6 hours and I'm not the least bit sleepy. It might be because of all the red bull I've had these past few days.
All I know is that I'm wound up and extremely grumpy. I have another long day ahead of me tomorrow and I just want to sleep.
Mum's just come home from her work party and she's drunk as a skunk and it's not helping my bad mood. I'm currently resenting her.
I have so many bills to pay and not enough money. She wants me to contribute $100 to my last phone bill, even though I TOLD HER using my international roaming would be expensive and she said she would pay. I have $919 owing on my car for registration, I have to pay the $70 for internet. And my latest phone bill has arrived and this one is $105 which completely confuses me. Don't even mention my credit card. For once in my life I have absolutely no money saved and it stresses the hell out of me trying to juggle everything. I want so badly to paint my room and put these goddamn shelves up but I can't even afford to fucking do that.
Argh I wish I could be knocked unconscious. I'm going to feel like ass tomorrow, I just fucking know it.