despite appearances, moments of sanity do occur

Apr 05, 2009 21:00

I bought new jeans today! They are slim flare and look fantastic, though I now have to get them taken up. The bane of being vertically challenged.

I've come to accept that while skinny jeans may be stylish, they just don't suit me and I never feel comfortable in them. I got so frustrated with myself in the change rooms today. Pretty much the only part of my body I want to change is my tummy and it's my own bloody fault that I haven't done more to work on this. I don't want to be perfectly toned or stick thin, I just want to be happy.

Like I said, it's my own fault. I need to be more proactive and stick to my goals. It's hard to get into new routines but persistence is key! I am going to make use of the end of daylight savings to make sure I get into the habit of waking up earlier and doing my walks EVERY DAY. Not for four days and then stop for two weeks. I also need to go to that yoga class I keep planning on attending but end up putting off because I SUCK.

However, this brings me to my dilemma for the week. The only open beginner's class at the yoga studio is Wednesday mornings, which would usually be fine except for the fact that I was planning on hopefully "bumping" into Samuel this Wednesday morning before he goes to uni. So, do I go to yoga and feel satisfied knowing I have taken a step towards being more active, or do I spend my morning hanging out at work in the hopes that Samuel sticks to his routine and comes in?

The yoga option is probably more sane and logical, but I want to do something with the Samuel situation while I still have the confidence to do so.

Why don't any tv channels have pilates/aerobics/yoga on anymore??? When I was younger it was always on every morning before the cartoons but when I looked today not a single channel offers it.

ramble, complications of the heart, new stuff

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