the downside to a creative mind
Just got back from dinner at my sister's. She and Matt bought me this gorgeous Starbucks mug from Japan - it's Japanese themed with gold embossing and cherry blossoms and such.
On the way home I was treated to yet another gorgeous night-time display. I drive through a lot of farmland from Rach's and at night it's pitch black. But tonight there was a storm in the distance so every few minutes the horizon would light up with flashes of blue lightning. Utterly brilliant.
Sleep is not a happening thing for me at the moment. Even if I go to bed at a decent time I just can't stay alseep. If it's not constant recurring nightmares, it's my blinds flapping in the breeze or Tom crying to go outside or thoughts that won't shut up or just this sense that I need to be awake. Almost every night I will have themed nightmares. One night I will wake up half a dozen times because I believe there's a spider in my bed. Or last night there was something trying to kill me and so when I would fall asleep the dream would continue.
I just want one night of calm, uninterrupted, rejuvinating sleep!
On the way home I was treated to yet another gorgeous night-time display. I drive through a lot of farmland from Rach's and at night it's pitch black. But tonight there was a storm in the distance so every few minutes the horizon would light up with flashes of blue lightning. Utterly brilliant.
Sleep is not a happening thing for me at the moment. Even if I go to bed at a decent time I just can't stay alseep. If it's not constant recurring nightmares, it's my blinds flapping in the breeze or Tom crying to go outside or thoughts that won't shut up or just this sense that I need to be awake. Almost every night I will have themed nightmares. One night I will wake up half a dozen times because I believe there's a spider in my bed. Or last night there was something trying to kill me and so when I would fall asleep the dream would continue.
I just want one night of calm, uninterrupted, rejuvinating sleep!