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It’s been almost 10 years since the last time I shared anything in here and it’s truly depressing to say my life hasn’t really changed much.
Yeah.
To be honest, I don’t even know what I’m going to do from now on, I’ve been out of work for almost 6 months and all interviews lead to nowhere. All I get are rejections sugarcoated with lovely words of encouragement, telling me I was one of their top options for the job, but it doesn’t really matter, because, in the end, I didn’t get it. I’m living with my mom, who keeps telling me it’s normal to not having a job during a pandemic, that I’m not the only person going through the same, that they (mom and stepdad) are okay having me here and feeding me, but no matter the amount of words of encouragement she gives me I still feel like a total failure. Like an overgrown kid who can’t find her way.
I’m tired of feeling lonely and like a waste of space.