Drunken nights
Well I have a serious dislike for alcohol now. It is official.
Not drinking it. The people who drink too much of it.
I hate drama, and I'm not sure that anyone would say that this particular one is worth what I'm getting out of it. I'm not sure of my position, so I can't really fight for my defense. I could fight for my freedom, but I don't think that's the issue anymore. This is about two girls who are against each other. I'm thinking I will be pitted against another with the same common goal in mind. Nothing good can come of that.
If I knew where I stood with him, then things might be slightly easier. As it is right now, however, it seems to just be a lust thing. No sex? That's fine. No relationship? Who knows. What I want is comfort and security in whatever it is that we have.
Do I have a right to fight for this? Is this the best thing? Do I need to find this out the hard way and throw myself headlong into it?
I deemed it worthy of a fight as of a week ago. I suppose the only thing that I can do now is do my best to win with no dirty moves. The good side always wins, right?
I'm not sure which side is good anymore.
Not drinking it. The people who drink too much of it.
I hate drama, and I'm not sure that anyone would say that this particular one is worth what I'm getting out of it. I'm not sure of my position, so I can't really fight for my defense. I could fight for my freedom, but I don't think that's the issue anymore. This is about two girls who are against each other. I'm thinking I will be pitted against another with the same common goal in mind. Nothing good can come of that.
If I knew where I stood with him, then things might be slightly easier. As it is right now, however, it seems to just be a lust thing. No sex? That's fine. No relationship? Who knows. What I want is comfort and security in whatever it is that we have.
Do I have a right to fight for this? Is this the best thing? Do I need to find this out the hard way and throw myself headlong into it?
I deemed it worthy of a fight as of a week ago. I suppose the only thing that I can do now is do my best to win with no dirty moves. The good side always wins, right?
I'm not sure which side is good anymore.