In terms of ascention
In terms of ascention, I haven't risen to a higher level. It's more like I'm at the same level - only. .. . a bit less happy.
Granted, it has been about three or four days since I've taken my medicine and that is probably the main reason that I am so unhappy with just about everything.
So I've always broken up with people. Then again, I've always gotten dumped as well. that makes sense. It does. You just don't know me that well.
I do think that people understand how I feel - I just think that no one actually wants to admit or claim the understanding. Why? I don't know.
I don't want a fucking relationship. I just want someone who will be emotionally supportive. Sex. (Let me make sure that you get this) SEX has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with emotional support for me. I'm not going to have sex with anyone until I - ME, NOT ANYONE ELSE - is ready. If you have a problem with that, then go fuck someone else.
Not that anyone tried to force me into it - though there are those who keep the pressure up quite high - but as an unexperienced girl, I don't give a shit about my appeal to you in that sense. What I want is the strong arms of a supportive person around me if I've had a bad day. I don't even want the strong arms of the SAME person all the time. I just need someone who fits my schedule at the time to help me out. Don't make me talk. Don't make me pleasure you. Don't try to pleasure me. Just hold me.
Granted, it has been about three or four days since I've taken my medicine and that is probably the main reason that I am so unhappy with just about everything.
So I've always broken up with people. Then again, I've always gotten dumped as well. that makes sense. It does. You just don't know me that well.
I do think that people understand how I feel - I just think that no one actually wants to admit or claim the understanding. Why? I don't know.
I don't want a fucking relationship. I just want someone who will be emotionally supportive. Sex. (Let me make sure that you get this) SEX has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with emotional support for me. I'm not going to have sex with anyone until I - ME, NOT ANYONE ELSE - is ready. If you have a problem with that, then go fuck someone else.
Not that anyone tried to force me into it - though there are those who keep the pressure up quite high - but as an unexperienced girl, I don't give a shit about my appeal to you in that sense. What I want is the strong arms of a supportive person around me if I've had a bad day. I don't even want the strong arms of the SAME person all the time. I just need someone who fits my schedule at the time to help me out. Don't make me talk. Don't make me pleasure you. Don't try to pleasure me. Just hold me.