Late night, cigarettes, & sad bastard music
As I look back I reflect:
March 24(25) pretty much yeah fucked me up...When did horoscopes tell the truth or the future at that. I am left to wonder what the Fuck. I mean seriously how why what when most of all why...i dont get it...why is he constantly around. its like most people are able to forget adn get over it. but me no...its a song, a voice, a sign, dvd, show, a fucking license plate. its every where...and if it never leaves does that mean something. i dont fucking get it. i have probably said fucking on here more times than i have said today but damn it i deserve it...after all the shit i have gone through and the more messed up times to come i dont think there is anything else i could do ya know...what makes me laugh is im actually talkin to myself right now...these journal things are so weird but damn they are good for venting and speaking of im not done...
I dont get how people who are in your lives for so long and are supposed to be your best friends can just shake you like that chapter is over...you just think people have a little more heart in them then they just throw you away...crazy eh?!
maybe im just crazy...nah im pretty much one of the most sane people i know...okay yeah im done...morally of the story...
*I miss him
*all you need is good music including sad bsatard music
*i should stop smoking
*i want to get away from here
*i hate money i wish it was nothing
*i still love cute boys though :)
Peace...
March 24(25) pretty much yeah fucked me up...When did horoscopes tell the truth or the future at that. I am left to wonder what the Fuck. I mean seriously how why what when most of all why...i dont get it...why is he constantly around. its like most people are able to forget adn get over it. but me no...its a song, a voice, a sign, dvd, show, a fucking license plate. its every where...and if it never leaves does that mean something. i dont fucking get it. i have probably said fucking on here more times than i have said today but damn it i deserve it...after all the shit i have gone through and the more messed up times to come i dont think there is anything else i could do ya know...what makes me laugh is im actually talkin to myself right now...these journal things are so weird but damn they are good for venting and speaking of im not done...
I dont get how people who are in your lives for so long and are supposed to be your best friends can just shake you like that chapter is over...you just think people have a little more heart in them then they just throw you away...crazy eh?!
maybe im just crazy...nah im pretty much one of the most sane people i know...okay yeah im done...morally of the story...
*I miss him
*all you need is good music including sad bsatard music
*i should stop smoking
*i want to get away from here
*i hate money i wish it was nothing
*i still love cute boys though :)
Peace...