an its been awhile
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i went with robert bennett at like 10 n jonathan and kristina called my fone and we met up @ the ferris wheel. it was honestly gay but i had fun anyways. EVERYONE was drunk and stumbling around. me n robert decided were bowling kinda people LOL i acually saw people there that i knew. i miss west side and the way u guyz are fukin heading there isnt guna be any WS left when i get back, tee hee. anarchists, ::whew:: theres not much u can do i guess. im awake like so freakin early i slept for two hours (1:30 to like 2 sumthin) then i woke up looked around layed there and stared @ my ceiling. seriously i could tell u exactly what the ceiling looks like above my beddd. haha
God im so fucking sorry.
ive been feeling bad latley cus of somthing i did, its possibly the worst thing i could do and OFCOURSE to sumone i love becus thats just the way i am. Emily pack, seventh grade. me and emily had homeroom together and instantly became friends. emily was soooo smart she still could be if i never came along. now emilys a sophmore and im a freshmore, yea i never was at school enuff to get grades. i think i must have melted that girls brain beyond limits. emily smokes n spits n swears now and has no chance of becoming anything LOL no offense em. i ruined her, every first with anything has been directed by me and we did all these crazy things together till we were up to our neckz with all the shit we'd caused, because of me. i bring out the worst in people, its a gift. *13*soph will u come to the picnAAAAk*ily*