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ok....so i guess i am the worst girlfriend ever....i truly am....my bf tells me that he does everythign for me and i am assuming i never do anything for him....so...idk....i guess if thats how i am i would break up with me....but he hasnt....so idk man...wait....idk....i guess im just a bad person...yea maybe thats it...i dont do anything...i havent made anything of myself...i sit around and smoke pot...maybe...maybe ill just become a preppy chick....start shopping at american eagle...do my homework...hang out at the movies...maybe thats what i should do...nooo maybe ill move....yea...maybe if everything falls apart enough ill just move....(dont mind any of the things im saying this is just all of th stuff thats in my head right now that i just needed to get out)...ok...so...what if im not a bad gf...what if...i mean i dont think frank realizes that i could live in a box with him and id be happier than ever...then maybe he does....honestly....i dont need him to buy me anything....i never liked ppl doing things for me and buying me shit cuz...then i feel like they use it against me...like "well i did this for you so you owe me this..." but what if its all me....what if im just a fucked up person...maybe i am...ummm...im gunna go get drunk now and think about it...ill prolly report back....