once again

[sidpink]

I sit here, only daring to dream in broken and fleeting instants about a life that I was ever-certain to inherit from destiny's winds; my mantle, a picture so clear that perhaps I never opted to imagine that it held the beauty of a perfect photograph, and, hence, was unrealistic

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Re: The for real truth about aging caricatures

[anonymous]

I have to agree, kid. I've spoken with you. The REAL you. You were dressed up like Sid and "acting" like Sid, but somewhere you accidently dropped the façade and became you. It was great. You ARE a deeply intelligent, interesting human being. I'm sure that it's fun to have an alter-ego, but it's waaay more fun to let go of the charade and wrestle with the real thing. It sucks sometimes. It's scary as all fucking hell, but it's REAL, and being and feeling REAL is where you will find the substance that you constanly discover lacking. Then you may start to break through and start having real feelings like real happiness and real greif. Believe me, I prefer a year of honest-to-goodness gut-wrenching feelings of loss and sorrow over a night of amivalence mired in a shroud of depression.

I believe that you have it in you to break out of this crap. Yerch is right. Let Sid die an extravagant death. Let him burn himself out in a giant flame, fling himself from bridges in foreign countries, overdose in an opium den filled with writhing goth girls. Let that fucker die, honey, and then step out of the wreckage and ashes and finally start living.

Re: The for real truth about aging caricatures

[sidpink]

I wonder who wrote this.

Anonymous commentary - insightful and tipping of the hand; clearly someone who knows of the Prague Impulse, as it were - as well as my penchant for goth babes.

So, if I know you, why don't you let yourself be known?

Unclear.

Re: The for real truth about aging caricatures

[anonymous]

It's ME it's ME, "The Editor," I guess you can call me. Never intended to be so myserious, I just don't have a livejournal account.

Re: The for real truth about aging caricatures

[sidpink]

Going in reverse here... I know who are now. Good ol' "Editor"...