not sure

Oct 24, 2005 14:34

when obviously, I really *am* sure. But this certainty is an ugliness I don't like feeling. It's not quite as morose or tepid as feeling like you want to cry all the time; but it is rather like this unnameable ache in your viscera. There's a sweet sickness to the empty feeling that keeps deepening with each attempt to comprehend it ( Read more... )

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copesounds October 25 2005, 00:37:55 UTC
If the second chance doesn't make it go, nothing else you do will. For serious. And I, as the king of second chances, should know. Run, Forrest, run!

Whatever you feel like you've lost so far, think how shit-tacular it is going to feel after you pump that additional six weeks-months-years into it. Icky.

We should go for a drink sometime. If I ever get a chance to draw a deep breath, I will call you.

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Good money after bad yerch October 25 2005, 21:03:19 UTC
You know what I think. (Women and sea men don't mix!) Seriously though. Time to live for yourself and hold dear the things that actually matter. Anyone who insists on hurting you is poisonous to your future. Guard your future. It's the only one you'll ever have.

If I ever get a chance to draw a deep breath I'll call you in the middle of the night while stinking drunk and half-crazed. Sorry about that.

Big love,
Eric

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jenn_t October 30 2005, 10:45:05 UTC
I'm watching you.

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danizepp January 5 2006, 06:01:05 UTC
Dear Sid Pink,
I came across your page accidently.SO you remember me? I pinched your ass at the Hi-Dive?

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