adapting....
it's been almost 2 month since i start working..i find it very hard to adapt to this new life since last time i had a very long holiday..almost 4 month not doing anything..he3..n i kind a love it..he3..n because i loved it so much it's very hard for me to say goodbye to my precious holiday..ho3=P..
actually what make it harder is i need to start with a new enviroment that is very strange to me..new place,new friends,new routine...n my job..ermmm..how to say..require a lot of comitment..like follow up patient at 6am,oncall for the whole night, present cases to senior doctors, got scolded=P...n i need to make it clear,got scolded is really part of the job..he3...but to be honest, even with these kind of pressure in my job, i still kind of not really feeling it...i still come back home n watch korean movies,watch v6 show n pv just like before...when my friends all very excited to perform medical procedure on patient..i still like 'ermm baby delivery o whatever...i ll do it later..u go ahead'...n continue sleeping...that's not good rite????ishhh i should change....
everyone will eventually face a change in their life..like what happening to me rite now..what i need to do is get out of my comfort zone n face the real world..this is the challenge i need to take...................but laziness is my only enemy..hehehe...
AARRRGGHHH i need to change!!!
in 10 days v6 will perform in SCP..yayaayy i really cant wait~~so for the mean time, i will work hard n then reward myself with v6 performances. that's a good plan rite??so it will be be some kind of motivation for me to work..yay!!
hope that day will come fast..but for the mean time i need to face the job that i dun really like=(..but it worth it if at the end v6 is the reward..haha =P
Click to viewn i put this vid of nagase from mukodono because he' s the person who make me smile the whole week..hehe..the thing is, i put his picture as my desktop background,n when my friend look at it, she asked "waaa is that ur boyfriend on ur desktop background???eehh why are u hiding it from me for all this time"... i was just smile n YIPPPPPPPPPIEEEE=)))))))))