Dec 18, 2005 19:07
hmmmmm....grow up? No thanks, being grown up means being single-minded, old, wrinkly, smelly, and fat. Get mature? No that requires losing hope and peace and having the complete feeling of happiness.....
I feel sorry for him. He is unable to feel complete happiness. His world is black, with pain and sorrow. I wish with all my heart that I can take that pain away from him.....even if he doesn't believe me.
You do not understand....We are different. You may care....but you do not care about everyone. I do care....and I care about everyone. Even the people I hate. I care about. In fact I say hate out of anger. I truly don't hate anyone. I love people and I can not change that. Nor do I want to.
There is a lesson everywhere. In songs, plays, books, and people. I have learned that I was given the gift of happiness.
I also sometimes wonder if the world would be a better place if I wasn't born....In this case I think it would be...........