Goodbye to everything I thought I knew.
Hi.
If you didn't notice, or have been ignoring my entries, you'll need to read this. Some of you may have noticed that I unfriended everyone on this friends list today. Well, this is the reason. Most of it, anyway.
1) Most of you know, I've been having a really hard time at home lately. What you don't know, is that my mother told me that if I decide to go to New York with Kimmie, she's going to kick me out of the house. That's actually not my issue, it's the things she said to me along with that. Names I don't even want to repeat. This morning, my father called and reminded me of all those names by repeating them. Right now, I'm calm. But for the most part, I'm not okay.
2) I've been having a lot a crap going on regarding my privacy on the internet. It's not happening anymore (I don't know why) but for weeks, you could google my name, Kelly Karbacz, or Jennifer Laura Thompson and find my journal on the first page. It made me very uncomfortable. Then, someone decided to take advantage of me and inform someone that they could steal my graphics, photos, and icons without my permission. That person who took them, reproduced my icons and made icons of them on ebay. Needless to say, I haven't been too thrilled.
3) My job right now makes me want to kill myself. I haven't been able to keep up with journals anymore. I don't know what to do anymore, since all of this is happening to me at once. I just don't know how to handle it anymore.
So, here comes why I unfriended everyone.
I've made a new journal. A new start. Something that [hopefully] won't end up on google. It doesn't take a brain surgeon to find out what the journal is. You are welcome to add me. However, I do not feel comfortable saying the name in a public entry. If you want to be added, simply tell me. If you don't want to, no hard feelings. I need to start new with LJ -- I don't need anymore drama. Okay? Okay.
Now, some of you are probably wondering what the fate of this journal is. Well, I've had this journal (the user number) since August 2001. I'm not planning on deleting it, because if I did, I'd be destroying four years worth of memories. That's not in the cards. I have an emotional attachment to this journal that I can't even begin to explain. So many things I've gone through. So much of me is in here. I'm not going to be able to just let that go. So the journal is staying. That said, if anyone would like to be re-added to this friends list -- although I will not be updating it in the future -- is welcome to. If for some reason you want to keep it on your friends list because you want to go back and read through my old entries from time to time, that's fine with me. Just leave a comment and let me know.
Oh, I did want to say one more thing. None of this is about any of you. Okay? It's personal. It's not to get attention, or friend whore, or anything like that. It's something I've needed to do for a while, and today I got up the courage to finally do it. I hope to talk to you all soon.
If you have any questions, feel free to comment and I'll respond. Anonymous comments are welcome, and IP logging is off. Feel free to say whatevers on your mind.
♥ Heather
If you didn't notice, or have been ignoring my entries, you'll need to read this. Some of you may have noticed that I unfriended everyone on this friends list today. Well, this is the reason. Most of it, anyway.
1) Most of you know, I've been having a really hard time at home lately. What you don't know, is that my mother told me that if I decide to go to New York with Kimmie, she's going to kick me out of the house. That's actually not my issue, it's the things she said to me along with that. Names I don't even want to repeat. This morning, my father called and reminded me of all those names by repeating them. Right now, I'm calm. But for the most part, I'm not okay.
2) I've been having a lot a crap going on regarding my privacy on the internet. It's not happening anymore (I don't know why) but for weeks, you could google my name, Kelly Karbacz, or Jennifer Laura Thompson and find my journal on the first page. It made me very uncomfortable. Then, someone decided to take advantage of me and inform someone that they could steal my graphics, photos, and icons without my permission. That person who took them, reproduced my icons and made icons of them on ebay. Needless to say, I haven't been too thrilled.
3) My job right now makes me want to kill myself. I haven't been able to keep up with journals anymore. I don't know what to do anymore, since all of this is happening to me at once. I just don't know how to handle it anymore.
So, here comes why I unfriended everyone.
I've made a new journal. A new start. Something that [hopefully] won't end up on google. It doesn't take a brain surgeon to find out what the journal is. You are welcome to add me. However, I do not feel comfortable saying the name in a public entry. If you want to be added, simply tell me. If you don't want to, no hard feelings. I need to start new with LJ -- I don't need anymore drama. Okay? Okay.
Now, some of you are probably wondering what the fate of this journal is. Well, I've had this journal (the user number) since August 2001. I'm not planning on deleting it, because if I did, I'd be destroying four years worth of memories. That's not in the cards. I have an emotional attachment to this journal that I can't even begin to explain. So many things I've gone through. So much of me is in here. I'm not going to be able to just let that go. So the journal is staying. That said, if anyone would like to be re-added to this friends list -- although I will not be updating it in the future -- is welcome to. If for some reason you want to keep it on your friends list because you want to go back and read through my old entries from time to time, that's fine with me. Just leave a comment and let me know.
Oh, I did want to say one more thing. None of this is about any of you. Okay? It's personal. It's not to get attention, or friend whore, or anything like that. It's something I've needed to do for a while, and today I got up the courage to finally do it. I hope to talk to you all soon.
If you have any questions, feel free to comment and I'll respond. Anonymous comments are welcome, and IP logging is off. Feel free to say whatevers on your mind.
♥ Heather