Ugly... Are you ugly like me?
don't really know what to put in this post. i'm just going to bitch about the same things anyway. about collee, my family... not knowing what to do about some people, and now i think i've lost a friend. i told him that this would happen. whatever. i'm trying not to care. (*hate to say i totld you so--alright!*) but yea. i freakin' told you so.
the last couple of days i've been thinking about james agian. not like, sad-i-want-to-kill-myself feelings, but... just thinking about what went wrong. what-if's, you know? i don't know. i was so close to just not handing in the money for prom last friday. i'm still not totally sure if i want to go. i know who i'l be thinking about that night. but whatever. i guess i shouldn't be "discussing" this here. i should just shut the fuck up and get over it.
so yea.... i have nothing important to write. except that there is no pole.
there is so much that i can't talk about. like about jak, and about "mike" and this other guy "joe" (the one that it's not weird between us) and james, and evan... people get jealous, and people get hurt, and i don't know how to make everyone happy. do i even want to? then again, do i even know what i'm talking about??)
i think i have to go and see my psychologist today. i haven't seen him in like... five months? give or take? fucking jew-lol. i am princess leia.
right. so now that i've successfully said a whole lot about not a lot, i'll take my leave.
ps kelley wants me in the worst way. haha. she loves my dead sexy body.
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Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
Are you Ugly? [X3]
the last couple of days i've been thinking about james agian. not like, sad-i-want-to-kill-myself feelings, but... just thinking about what went wrong. what-if's, you know? i don't know. i was so close to just not handing in the money for prom last friday. i'm still not totally sure if i want to go. i know who i'l be thinking about that night. but whatever. i guess i shouldn't be "discussing" this here. i should just shut the fuck up and get over it.
so yea.... i have nothing important to write. except that there is no pole.
there is so much that i can't talk about. like about jak, and about "mike" and this other guy "joe" (the one that it's not weird between us) and james, and evan... people get jealous, and people get hurt, and i don't know how to make everyone happy. do i even want to? then again, do i even know what i'm talking about??)
i think i have to go and see my psychologist today. i haven't seen him in like... five months? give or take? fucking jew-lol. i am princess leia.
right. so now that i've successfully said a whole lot about not a lot, i'll take my leave.
ps kelley wants me in the worst way. haha. she loves my dead sexy body.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?
Are you Ugly? [X3]