Apr 23, 2005 12:04
wow. now i really haven't a clue as to what i'm going to do. first off, i wish that jay would sstop getting involved in trying to "hook people up". maybe i don't want to be "hooked up" with anyone. he's my friend, and now she says that he is goin gto ask me out? the movies, or something like that??
what the hell? it's none of her business. he's awesome, but as a friend. and he knows that i like evan. a lot. and that i have a chance with him. i should've known. i mean, i kinda was suspecting about that chick, but when he said where she was from, i was like, ok, i'm full of myself.
now he's going to be hurt, and i'm probably going to lose a friend. fuck you, jay. that's totally not fair. whatever. but four months? why even try it? i wish i knew what was oging through his head. no wait a minute. i don't lol.
ok, enough with the puns. (they were really bad anyway...)
in conclusion, i don't know what to do, i don't know what to say, and i don't know what i am going to wear today. and kelley's hot i wanna bang her. (she told me to write tha, i swear) (she just wants me to bang her) (that was a joke too) ok but seriously... what do i say? i don't want anyone to get hurt. i guess i should've seen this coming. was "she" really bullshit?
what the fuck ever, people... what the fuck ever.
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And I didn't think about
All the ways I hurt you and myself
And I hide
Wouldn't say a thing to you
I keep it to myself and my mind
I can't stand without you
And I won't find the answers when you're gone
But it's over to you
And I can't find the answers when you're gone
And it's over to you
And you can't find the answer where you are
And you know
(And you know)
I need you now
This ain't easy to admit
And no one needs to know
What goes on behind the door in my room
I'm peeking through the walls in my mind
And I can't stand without you
I won't find the answers when you're gone
But it's over to you
And I can't find the answers when you're gone
And it's over to you
And you can't find the answers where you are
I will tear you down
I will tear you down
To get into the world you wanted
I'm kicking through the wall
No one can believe in things that never change
[Chorus]
And it's over to you
And I can't find the answers when you're gone
And I can't find the answers when you're gone
And I can't find the answers when you're gone