don't want to read
soo i most definately have to read tolstoy for my english class on thursday. "why is this soo important that i read it now?" you ask..well i have to finish the paper that i was supposed to go over today in class (which i skipped)tommorrow. i also need to start studying for my midterm in my biology lab on monday. its going to be a real shit box. anyway, i don't really feel like reading, i've stared at words tooooooo long already today studying for a biology quiz tomorrow. if you haven't noticed, biology seems to be consuming my life as i know it slowly. i havne't been doing bad, but no t exactly as good as i would normally or like to be doing. when some friends of mine found out that i got a "B" on her first test, they congratulated me. but this was also the day that these same friends found out that i took AP calculus my senior year and passed the exam at the end of the year...so yeah im really not an idiot. i just look like one on the outside apparently??
i've been in a weird mood lately. i don't really know how to explain it without making it sound like an oxymoron, its like im in a good mood but im a little sad in my heart at the same time. maybe im just getting good at faking my real thoughts at certain times. so im not like depressed or mopy or anything dumb like that, i guess im generally ok but there is still this little sadness that haunts me; just enough to make me spacey at times out of thought. I DON'T KNOW. its rather strange. pshhhh i have to freakin read now and i don't know how im going to do that seeing as russell has the book that i need to stare at. maybe ill just will him to give me his book...and then his soul...and then some candy. yummy.
i've been in a weird mood lately. i don't really know how to explain it without making it sound like an oxymoron, its like im in a good mood but im a little sad in my heart at the same time. maybe im just getting good at faking my real thoughts at certain times. so im not like depressed or mopy or anything dumb like that, i guess im generally ok but there is still this little sadness that haunts me; just enough to make me spacey at times out of thought. I DON'T KNOW. its rather strange. pshhhh i have to freakin read now and i don't know how im going to do that seeing as russell has the book that i need to stare at. maybe ill just will him to give me his book...and then his soul...and then some candy. yummy.