caution

[sidewayfeelings]

things are slipping.
relationships and plans keep changing
or falling through.

my life is manic depressed,
and just letting me in on the ride.
it seems nothing can simply stay rested,
it's always elevated or deathly low.

i'm not going to college,
and i'm not as good of a person
as i used to be. my morals are lacking
and my motivation is nonexistant.

i need a time out, or a move back three spaces card.
maybe three years.

actually, i'd really be happy
if i could just find some solid ground.