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Its scary when your Mom wants you to stay home so badly, she grabs your arm, (just about ripping it out of the socket) stands in back of your car (as it rains) and while driving away (trying to avoid her), she throws herself in front of the car screaming that she's calling the police..(just so she doesnt have to sit alone for a few hours.)
My mother is I N S A N E and I M U S T get out of here.
I wont stop my life because she is lonely. If I want to go to one of the only places I feel safe, I will and I will stay there for as long as I please. Why? Because it's my life.
Her comming into my room at 4am telling me I no longer live here is nice and taking every penny I have is adorable.
Maybe I should go live with my Dad for awhile?
Im not really wanted in either place right now and dont have enough money to get any farther than oceanside.
I still miss h i m. Oh do I. I do, I do, I do.
Atleast I have my youth.
My mother is I N S A N E and I M U S T get out of here.
I wont stop my life because she is lonely. If I want to go to one of the only places I feel safe, I will and I will stay there for as long as I please. Why? Because it's my life.
Her comming into my room at 4am telling me I no longer live here is nice and taking every penny I have is adorable.
Maybe I should go live with my Dad for awhile?
Im not really wanted in either place right now and dont have enough money to get any farther than oceanside.
I still miss h i m. Oh do I. I do, I do, I do.
Atleast I have my youth.