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Well, it's been awhile, Mr. El-Jay.
I guess there's not much to say. Life is as life is and has always been - no extreme ups nor downs. Well, maybe. Matt and I broke up. That's not a story worth going into - the lesson I learned is you can never be too careful with a guy - because they all lie and cheat. Thank you, Mr. Charof, for completely altering my outlook on the male species.
School is in about three weeks, I don't suppose it takes long to start FAILING. I wish I could just drop out - but I know that would be the stupidest idea, ever. So I won't.
Well, on the bright side of things, tonight I get to go see underOATH, The Chariot, Winter Solstice, and Stretch Armstrong. At least I have something to look forward to. =D
Guys just suck. Why would a guy say, "I don't want a girlfriend right now but I still want to hang out with you". I mean to me that just sounds like "Hey I don't want attatchment but I still want to fuck you any chance I can get." *le sigh* Matt Charof, you silly confused boy. Maybe he doesn't know I'm the best he'll ever have, bitch! (and that is NOT self-pity and cockiness talking, it is self-worth.)
I've been hanging out with Patrick Day again. Really, I love that boy. And I would love to marry him. HE stopped doing heroin and crack and is going to school next semester. I guess he's a great example that if you REALLY want to, you can completely reform.
I FINALLY GOT MY CELL PHONE BACK!!! 434 660 3665 SO all you kids in Arkansas call me so I can get your numbers put in - because my old phone is still there =D
♥acl
I guess there's not much to say. Life is as life is and has always been - no extreme ups nor downs. Well, maybe. Matt and I broke up. That's not a story worth going into - the lesson I learned is you can never be too careful with a guy - because they all lie and cheat. Thank you, Mr. Charof, for completely altering my outlook on the male species.
School is in about three weeks, I don't suppose it takes long to start FAILING. I wish I could just drop out - but I know that would be the stupidest idea, ever. So I won't.
Well, on the bright side of things, tonight I get to go see underOATH, The Chariot, Winter Solstice, and Stretch Armstrong. At least I have something to look forward to. =D
Guys just suck. Why would a guy say, "I don't want a girlfriend right now but I still want to hang out with you". I mean to me that just sounds like "Hey I don't want attatchment but I still want to fuck you any chance I can get." *le sigh* Matt Charof, you silly confused boy. Maybe he doesn't know I'm the best he'll ever have, bitch! (and that is NOT self-pity and cockiness talking, it is self-worth.)
I've been hanging out with Patrick Day again. Really, I love that boy. And I would love to marry him. HE stopped doing heroin and crack and is going to school next semester. I guess he's a great example that if you REALLY want to, you can completely reform.
I FINALLY GOT MY CELL PHONE BACK!!! 434 660 3665 SO all you kids in Arkansas call me so I can get your numbers put in - because my old phone is still there =D
♥acl