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i thought my last entry was pretty obvious about who it was about.. seeing as how its been the saga of my life since I was thirteen, haha.
But after looking at the 8934 polaroids and pictures that I have from august, I realized its not worth it. maybe its been the past three years of my life, constantly going back and forth between feelings. but for all of summer, i told myself i was finally over him, and that´s what i am going to believe now.
i´ve got something better to come home to.
two months from this coming thursday morning, and I´ll be flying so fucking far away from here it scares me, thinking I´ll never be able to come back. and I leave at 6:45 am. which means the sun will be coming up over the mediterranian as I fly home.
I´m currently reading harry potter in spanish, (number two) which is hard but entertaining. I was going to go downtown today to take pictures & just hang out, but I was freezing and didn´t feel like walking 20 mintues to the metro.. I love being really lazy when theres such better things to do than sit on the couch and read harry potter.. i have this intense desire to read sweet valley high books right about now. for some reason I think they aren´t the kind of quality english literature you find in the bookstores here, haha.
well I should go. <3 peace.
But after looking at the 8934 polaroids and pictures that I have from august, I realized its not worth it. maybe its been the past three years of my life, constantly going back and forth between feelings. but for all of summer, i told myself i was finally over him, and that´s what i am going to believe now.
i´ve got something better to come home to.
two months from this coming thursday morning, and I´ll be flying so fucking far away from here it scares me, thinking I´ll never be able to come back. and I leave at 6:45 am. which means the sun will be coming up over the mediterranian as I fly home.
I´m currently reading harry potter in spanish, (number two) which is hard but entertaining. I was going to go downtown today to take pictures & just hang out, but I was freezing and didn´t feel like walking 20 mintues to the metro.. I love being really lazy when theres such better things to do than sit on the couch and read harry potter.. i have this intense desire to read sweet valley high books right about now. for some reason I think they aren´t the kind of quality english literature you find in the bookstores here, haha.
well I should go. <3 peace.