WTF!!!
I DON'T KNOW WHY I DO THIS TO MYSELF, BUT I DO! IT'S A FRIDAY NIGHT AND I SHOULD BE OUT DANCING, SINGING, DRINKING HAVING FUN, BEING WILD, BEING FUCKING 19 AND YOUNG! INSTEAD WHAT AM I DOING? SURFING THE NET. SURFING THE FUCKING NET!!! WHAT A NO-LIFE. I FEEL LIKE LIFE IS PASSING ME BY. NO, SERIOUSLY, IT REALLY IS. I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF, OF COURSE. NOBODY IS HOLDING ME BACK FROM DOING WHATEVER, SO WHY THE FUCK DO I CHOOSE TO STAY IN NIGHT AFTER NIGHT? WHAT THE HELL WILL I TELL MY GRANDCHILDREN WHEN THEY ASK ME WHAT I DID WHEN I WAS YOUNG? NOTHING. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. AS FAR AS THAT GOES, I WAS NEVER YOUNG. I AM REGRETTING SO MANY THINGS IN MY SHORT-SPANNED LIFE THAT IT'S GETTING TO BE HILARIOUS. I'M SO UPSET I COULD KILL MY PILLOWS, WET FROM FUCKING TEARS THAT I CAUSE FOR MY OWN PITIFUL SELF. I CHOOSE TO STAY IN AND FEEL SORRY FOR MYSELF. WTF!!! NOBODY IS THERE TO CONSOLE ME. NO ONE THERE TO HEAR ME CRY. ONLY ME AND CELL PHONE HOPING THAT IT'S GOING TO RING ANY MINUTE NOW. I'M GOING TO BED. EVERYTHING SUCKS. EVERYTHING FUCKING SUCKS!!!
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