May 09, 2007 04:05
I've had a rather surreal night. Good in most respects, though I spent far more than usual if I'm completely off it. Maybe it's a sign?
Went to a nice assortment of places. Masses of food, friend getting emotional over Murial's wedding, cocktails, attractive people who maybe are trying to talk to you, taxi, friend going a bit odd.
I've been having a blast lately, but just sitting alone now without having to pass out, it feels odd.
I guess a lot of my friends are lonely inside, which is pretty sad. Luckily I have them most of the time not to feel down. I do wonder when I'll next get as comfortable as I have been before with someone. Time will tell.