Day one
Keil and I are officially not talking. The irony of the situation is that I lost my phone the day before we would see each other last. So it is ridiculously set.
It was an incredibly hard and easy day. We cried and held each other. We kissed, we laughed, we talked, listened to music, and exchanged meaningful gifts.
I feel like I will be seeing him again, soon. I wonder if that's true. I wonder how things will continue on from this point.
I am working on strengthening my foundation, now that I have more or less established something. I feel like everything is a mess and my roommate is once again severely getting on my nerves. This is mainly because I don't like having any of my responsibilities intertwined with his. He lost one of my screwdrivers last night.
I realize that I feel better away from him, and it is hard to move towards that when I feel so lacking in credentials and awareness of positive options.
I want a house of my own. A car, a license, and a lot of money.
I am feeling frustrated and embarassed about all of this.
It was an incredibly hard and easy day. We cried and held each other. We kissed, we laughed, we talked, listened to music, and exchanged meaningful gifts.
I feel like I will be seeing him again, soon. I wonder if that's true. I wonder how things will continue on from this point.
I am working on strengthening my foundation, now that I have more or less established something. I feel like everything is a mess and my roommate is once again severely getting on my nerves. This is mainly because I don't like having any of my responsibilities intertwined with his. He lost one of my screwdrivers last night.
I realize that I feel better away from him, and it is hard to move towards that when I feel so lacking in credentials and awareness of positive options.
I want a house of my own. A car, a license, and a lot of money.
I am feeling frustrated and embarassed about all of this.