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tomorrow i head back to santa barbara to finish my very last quarter of undergrad. which means 11 more weeks. it's gonna fly by in no time at all, i just know it. i'm looking forward to it at the same time i wanna drag my feet and stay longer. i wanna move on and go to new places, but it doesn't help that a) my friend greg and i are starting a lindy hop club on campus and b) i met a new male-shape that i quite like. those are the kinds of things that would keep me in the city if i could find a job, but i highly doubt i'll be able to find a job that let's me afford to live in santa barbara. but even then, i want to go experience new things, new places, and new people. ever since i broke up with james, that escapist in me has been wriggling around, wanting to go somewhere far, far away.

but, i'm just going to enjoy this last quarter as much as i can no matter what. i can try to figure out where i'm going as i go along. i don't like to think too far ahead. plans are always liable to change.

i have an awesome class schedule with mondays and fridays off. and my parents are letting me take the ol' landcruiser up with me, so maybe i'll get to do some more exploring. idk. i'm kinda reluctant to take the car because it's a bloody gas-guzzling behemoth. oh and the brakes need to be replaced. but i'm so tired of taking the bus to do my laundry and grocery shopping. maybe i can even find a job to help off-set the horrible gas prices.

let's just hope i don't die on the 4-5 hour drive back up there, yeah?