Mar 20, 2007 00:13
Lots of friends have been coming and going lately.
It seems to be that the ones you grow up with are the ones you're going to fall so far away from.
Frankly, it doesn't matter to me.
As the old friends have gone, the more recent ones are surfacing again.
It's not that I lost some friends and now I'm desperate, but people are just...
Re-appearing.
New friends are becoming good friends.
They are also getting to know resurfaced friends.
I like what's going on here.
I like surrounding myself with the ones who actually matter, who actually care.
Studying for my ethics final I've though a lot about how people are.
I've thought a lot about people that are self-interested, and people that are just downright selfish.
The majority of people that I've though it was worth caring about are more than likely the selfish ones.
I, on the other hand, am the self-interested one, meaning that I will go to great lengths to help someone out because it would make my place in life a little easier to live... only to find once those funds are exhausted or the real colors are shown... those "worth helping" are the ones that will never be able to help themselves, much less anyone they care about.
But really, do nihilists really care about things like that?
I honestly don't think so.
So, here's the point of this entry, as irrelevant as it may seem.
I'm pretty much done with LJ.
I sit around and bitch and moan about all of the wrongs done to me when I should be the one taking the chance, walking on a few people if necessary.
I don't like to do that, but there are some that have it coming.
So, be wary.
If you've wronged me, it's coming to you.
Maybe not now, maybe not in 15 years, hell maybe not even from me.
I highly suggest taking an ethics class.