why do i go through this pain

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today has been a really messed up day im doing ok but people are really starting to pisss me off i ahd to go get my friend dustin because him and his girlfriend got into a big fight so now he is staying with me chrissy and matt are in my room ""i wounder what there doing"" i really like to many females but i only want one and thats charlotte im just empty with out her i need some help but i cant find the help i need i will be back on medication soon because i am depressed person but no one will ever know me i will only let the people that want to help me no me because they know how i would feel

i want to say mellissa i really think your hot and you and chrissy need to get along
chrissy thanks for staying the night last night and keeping me conpany
dustrin your my best friend and you know i really will help you out with any thing
and last
charlotte you are my love of my life and i love you and miss you