sad and lost

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today has been a good day for even though im sad i have people that hate me because im a fuck up and i cant do thigs right but most of all i am missing my girlfriend more than ever it gets worst everyday i love her so much i wish i could talk to her or see her or something because she is my life and i dont know i just ahvnt talked to her in so long it hurts inside ive been crying andmissing her all day and to christy and mellisa i dont want to be apart of the drama i just want to be friends please and if you ever red this charlotte just now ilove you more than anything in this world and that i will do anything for you.

also i ahd my teeth worked on today at the dentise and my mouth is so numb it sux so much ass i hate it so much

so im like in a good bad mood today