sometimes
man. somedays i think about things and talk about them (usually with kala) and im like hmm that was LJ worthy. haha. my life is just too complicated right now. i dont think its supposed to be and i feel like im the only one like this. too much going on. not enough time. i cant stop elliott smith but sometimes i get depressed. alot of the time i am depressed for no reason. most of the time i dont do my work. and dwell on what is to come. i really want to go to central america next semster but its all becoming a long complicated process. and i dont know if i can handle all of it. then where am i gonna live. then what is gonna be my job this summer. i cant wait for st thomas and brendan over break. cantcantcantcant wait. i wish i knew how to do school. someone TELL ME !!! i miss you all.madly. i miss hugging jamesy and watching real world haha and simple. i also miss wesley and ragan my love. summer will be glory.ps ragan, i want you me and avery to hang out alot then. zackary deluca. the deluca i like. i think its funny when you had long hair and it was like your thing cause reed is obsessed with hair. Brian im sorry i called you on your not birthday. i think rob,wes,brian and zack are brave and im jealous of it. to me you are the dreamer of dreams.