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terribly sorry for the no real updates lately; i just don't feel a need in putting my thoughts on here, because no one really gives a fuck. what's the fucking point.
it has come to my attension that i no longer, if i ever did, have a purpose. i am just an illusion of comfort for maybe one or two, if any. i tend to "always be there" for people, and i like it that way. i don't have an opinion on my thoughts or actions, because they are my own and i have created them. i acknowledge that i am a "sad person", but i do not want to accept it.
i have been wasting plenty of oxygen, and plenty of space. i am an ignorant whore that steals lies cheats and does everything for my good. need i say more? the bottom line: i am a fucking bitch. sure, you can tell me otherwise- but you don't know inside my head.
yes, this is a great way of losing friends. but it's just how i feel right now. and i need to get this bull shit out, it's not worth keeping it it.
i will not say i want to die, because i do not. i love the people that care about me. and i love wasting oxygen.
it has come to my attension that i no longer, if i ever did, have a purpose. i am just an illusion of comfort for maybe one or two, if any. i tend to "always be there" for people, and i like it that way. i don't have an opinion on my thoughts or actions, because they are my own and i have created them. i acknowledge that i am a "sad person", but i do not want to accept it.
i have been wasting plenty of oxygen, and plenty of space. i am an ignorant whore that steals lies cheats and does everything for my good. need i say more? the bottom line: i am a fucking bitch. sure, you can tell me otherwise- but you don't know inside my head.
yes, this is a great way of losing friends. but it's just how i feel right now. and i need to get this bull shit out, it's not worth keeping it it.
i will not say i want to die, because i do not. i love the people that care about me. and i love wasting oxygen.