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[side_show_emily]

i know i'm not always smiling. i know i'm not always crying. i know sometimes i cannot spell. i know sometimes i second guess. i know i cannot please you all the time. i know i'm not the funniest. i know i'm not pretty. i know i'm quiet. i know i'm not a winner. i know i can't sing. i know i cannot fly. i know i am a sadist. i am i'm not healthy. i know i'm not always happy. i know i'm not always nice. i know i can be sarcastic. i know i'm sometimes stupid. i know i cannot handle some things. i know i'm not smart. i know i am easily distracted. i know i'm falling into the void. i know i'll never stop falling. i know i'm invisible. i know i'm not the best. i know i'm not finished this but i have to go

i know i cannot make it all go away. i know i am fake. i know i love you.