Hate
all i want is a fucking Hug!!!!!!! but jesus no , thats too much for me. i want a hug from the person i love... but who is that?? no one knows.. i dont even fucking know. why cant i be yes or no? whay am i an i dont know! i dont know isnt an answer!!! i hate *****. why did i meet him? EVER! It was a punishment!!! what did i do?? i hate love. i
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Ok first off i would like to say
MICHELLE I know exactly how you feel I've been trying to put my feelings into words but you did it for me you just left out the loniness and the yearning for that one speical person...that makes your life complete making you feel your the best person in the world and your only one for them... God i miss that feeling...
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I would also like to say... I have no idea why you feel this way you what to know how many guys like you their are more then I can count on one hand! I dont understand why you say your never going to find love because well thats simplely NOT true... true true some guys that like us we have no interest in but we act like we are never going to find love because the world hates us and were the uglest girls in the world and frankly i highly doubt that (hope that didnt sound concided) don't worry love is in the air ITS XMAS LOVE IS ALWAYS IN THE AIR!!
3rd I know exactly how you feel about the whole laughing and the weird feeling within your stomach it...its the worst feeling and you try to put on a happy face for everyone when your really falling apart inside thinking of that one person and you think about them 24/7 so inside you basically dead inside
its also called "love' and i believe we both got it... iunno about you but i think we do...
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About the disneyland thing the snow sucked yes... But we have plenty of time to go back before it leaves and i bet soon we will go if not well i'm going to shoot you and me to put us out of our misery. School yes its a drag n I know your working your ass off and I want you to know i'm proud of you and everyone else no matter what grade you get... the best thing is that you tried your hardest! and thats all that counts and if your parents don't appreate that then fuck them because i think they should go to skwl and do what we have to do see how far and what grades they get! HAHA I BET NO WHERE!!
5th.. well iunno i just wanted to get to number 5! lol
hmmm well hang in there foolio party at my house this weekend! so wooot wooot try to be happy! we all need the sunshine to live! ;-)
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I can to count and thier are more then 4 guys that like you so don't give me that modest crap ROFL and yeah I do know you to well I've known you for 11 years and if i didnt i should just kill myself now because thats just fucking pathetic! lol
and of course you should know i'm going to comment in your jounral! i always do! ROFL even when you dont want people to! rofl thats when I come in! to "pitty/piss/bug you" ROFL
-Heather
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rofl i can always count on you to comment. oh hj! lol
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