Jul 21, 2006 00:18
Its funny how when people split up u can never go back to yer old habits cuz through yer old habits is how u met yer ex . I go to a great deal of effort to avoid my ex . It wasn't a very amicable split , in fact one could say she went kinda phyco. Not me though cuz every one else has said it ,so im off the hook. Its odd how when i am done with a relationship i seem to seek out all my ex girlfriends. NOt for ex gurlriend sex but a sort of grounding effect.Yer exes will not sugar coat the truth so there great for advice. If u were dateing a complete phyco they will be the ones to tell u while u are dateing not like the cowardly friends afterwards. Ahh the cowardly friends ... i love my friends and they obviously love me to cover up the fact they dispised my ex. BUt my exes were right on the case the second they met her and disliked her.
I have figured out that what im looking for in life doesn't exsist.
i Need a gurl who likes punk / goth alternative, thinks for herelf and is very indipendant , likes paintball , music and smokeing pot and can put up moody genius musicians.now i admit its not that hard on paper to find someone i could get along with . but in reality chix see what im all about and i guess they see me like an old house rough around the edges ..... A real fixer uper
i have had it with chix who think im a fixer upper
im not a house, im house broken , but thats about it . im great with kids but i don't see myself as a breeder
and it seems all the chix i have met lately want to make me cut my hair and get a normal job and fit into a 905 lifestyle
im just not that person,
why do people seek out people as they are with the full intent to change them
don't people relize that people don't change much and when they do they change in all the ways u don't want them to
meh thats my rant .....
If u see a weirdo maybe they like to be a weirdo ,
in fact relish in the fact they don't look normal have normal lives and will never fill out the 905 lifestyle
cuz not everybody is poseing when they dress punk ,and its not always just a phaze there going through
to some its about declareing "im weird deal with it, just be happy im not humping yer leg"