ummm subject? no subject... not really.
So it's been awhile. I've been out of it. You know that feeling when you hang out with anyone and you just don't feel like talking... or you do... but nothing comes out and you don't know why. I've been working a lot lately. Juliana's is probably the best job I could have. I love the people I work with and I make awesome tips all the time. But I feel like I have no social life. In the same week though I hung out with Jean and Megan. I like them. I like talking about random shit with them.
There's a boy... there's actually three. Two being ex boyfriends... Craig... and AJ... Craig moved back to woodstock, awkward and weird. AJ came to work for my parents also very awkward and weird. Now comes in boy that I work with at bar. Dan... he's 24. and I am crushing. Which is a good thing to happen when you are getting over your ex boyfriend who at the present moment is living with you... did I say awkard and weird???... yes... well Dan and I were "dating" is what he called it... but it's funny cause you know those people that just seem like the man whorish type... well he does. I could see him with a lot of girls and considering he doesn't want a girlfriend... I decided to be like, you know what? We can't do this, cause I'm going to get hurt and dragged along. So yeah... why does me being a good person not wanting to get hurt SUCK SO MUCH?!!? grr... I hate liking boys. It's a vicious cycle. GAH...
But I would love to rant on more but wonderful breaking Jill's heart Brandon and MIKE... whooo MIKE CRABBE is here. :) So I must go and entertain them. I shall talk to you all later. I'm glad you're all doing well it sounds like. Megan... i am still in aw shock that you my friend drank pop!!! And Kayla... BLACK HAIR... I haven't even ever went black... I had dark brown, but BLACK... way to go girl!!! :D Jeannie... you and your One Tree Hill.. I should watch one of these episodes to see what the big deal is. And Em, I'm hoping that you're not feeling as lonley as when we last talked. You're fully graduated now chickie.. that's sweet!!! Chad said he got to see you... I was not lucky enough.
Oh... and Becky has been pulling out the contacts almost everyday now. I must say I get a lot more looks, lol.
There's a boy... there's actually three. Two being ex boyfriends... Craig... and AJ... Craig moved back to woodstock, awkward and weird. AJ came to work for my parents also very awkward and weird. Now comes in boy that I work with at bar. Dan... he's 24. and I am crushing. Which is a good thing to happen when you are getting over your ex boyfriend who at the present moment is living with you... did I say awkard and weird???... yes... well Dan and I were "dating" is what he called it... but it's funny cause you know those people that just seem like the man whorish type... well he does. I could see him with a lot of girls and considering he doesn't want a girlfriend... I decided to be like, you know what? We can't do this, cause I'm going to get hurt and dragged along. So yeah... why does me being a good person not wanting to get hurt SUCK SO MUCH?!!? grr... I hate liking boys. It's a vicious cycle. GAH...
But I would love to rant on more but wonderful breaking Jill's heart Brandon and MIKE... whooo MIKE CRABBE is here. :) So I must go and entertain them. I shall talk to you all later. I'm glad you're all doing well it sounds like. Megan... i am still in aw shock that you my friend drank pop!!! And Kayla... BLACK HAIR... I haven't even ever went black... I had dark brown, but BLACK... way to go girl!!! :D Jeannie... you and your One Tree Hill.. I should watch one of these episodes to see what the big deal is. And Em, I'm hoping that you're not feeling as lonley as when we last talked. You're fully graduated now chickie.. that's sweet!!! Chad said he got to see you... I was not lucky enough.
Oh... and Becky has been pulling out the contacts almost everyday now. I must say I get a lot more looks, lol.