Oct 02, 2003 10:06
Okay this entry has to be somewhat quick. It’s now 10:08 and I have a meeting at 11am till who knows when. Then I have lunch with dad at 12:30, I’m bringing him to a french resturaunt called Pastis in hartford. So anyways, what I wanted to talk/write about today is guys. Since what else do I really care about? J/k. And I am actually workign write now, Popham just called me up reminding me I need to start the monthly numbers, so I have queries currently running in the backround. So enough babble and onto my main subject.
Kelly’s Husband Hopefulls:
We’ll start with people you might not be familiar with like Rob:
Rob is the first guy and one of the only guys I ever had a crush on during college. I saw him during our freshman orientation a couple months before I even went to school. He was thin and tall with long brown hair. Gorgous by my standards. Ofcourse I never talked to him though, I mean I am kelly. Anyways over the years he cut his hair but he was still cute as all hell, played basketball and soon learned he was straight edge. Senior year I lived right next to my friend Newt, and who was his roomate?? Rob. So I became friends with him since I hung out in newt’s room constantly. Ofcourse I joked about having a crush on him, said he should grow his hair back long and told him I had ‘dreams’ about him. Both Newt and Rob had long term girlfriends so they were always just jokes. Wow this is getting to be a logn explination. But I’ll shorten it now. It came about that senior year I actually went out to dinne rwith just rob. We ate pizza had a great conversation and seemed to get along great. Just odd how things like that work out, I woulda never dreamed freshman year I’d be sitting with rob eating pizza at pap ginos. But he’s an incredible person. Smart , sincere, stead fast morals and now very succesfull. Also just bought a condo in Boston north end. So he is a prospect. I talked to him the other night on AIM and he does not have a girlfriend. I told my sister I was going to visit her and stalk down Rob. I had that dinner with him, maybe I could end up marrying him J Want to know more about him? Go to www.procstylee.com
Shit it’s 10:31 .. how are those queries going… Ok just started the second…
Next we’ll talk about Eddie. See we are starting out with the long shots. Not that there ar4e any close shots…
Ed Smith works upstairs on the business side of my company. He’s a year or 2 younger than me and cut as all h*ll. Just adorable! I don’t know much about him other than he lives around springfield and is a very family oriented person. He always seems very kind and his wallpaper on his computer is a pic of his family!! We exchange hi’s and bye’s and how’s your day?.. but nothing more than that. He’s just damn adorable, did I say that already? But yes, I’d like to marry ed, cause he seems perfect. And I hope he’s at the happy hour Friday!!!!
See that was short… Next will get into the serious sh*t. John…
I went to see him last night after my cocktail cruise. We’re sitting on the couch before we leave for dinner and he asks ‘So are we okay?’. Ofcourse my response is, ‘what do you mean by that?’ and he says ‘sorry too forward of a question for you’. And I didn’t respond after that. I however did get up, play with the turtle, and come back to sit on the couch with him and curl up with him. I didn’t bring up what I wanted to bring up, which was his realtionship with Jen. Why didn’t I bring it up? Because I completely believe him on that issue, and I don’t want to seem like I don’t. He just seemed so incredibly sincere with me last night that I found no reason to say anything on the subject. I don’t know how to explain it, but when I’m with him I feel like I’m being treated so well. He puts his arm around me and kisses my neck. I just feel like I’m the only person he wants in the world and that he’s always nervous I’m just going to disapear. I know everyone says he treats me like sh*t and he does sometimes. Picking my up hung over is NOT cool, but him not e-mailing/calling me right away I think is just my over reaction. Yesturday he was in meetings all day long, and the same goes for most of the other day. So I can’t complain he doesn’t e-mail me enough. Then this morning he e-mails me first thing when he gets into work. It seems like if I show an interest, he treats me a thosuand times better, but he needs constant reassurance. So jeanne is telling me he’s a liar , and joe is telling me he’s too old and jeni says he treats me horribly. But I dunno, I like him. So that’s where it stands now. I think the wedding might be a turning point in this relationship. He either will drink way too much and I’ll dump his *ss or we could dance and have an incredible romatic time and possibly get a foundation to this chaotic relationship.
It’s 10:50 now.. wasn’t I suppose to do something before this meeting… I can’t remamber now. But lets try and wrap this up.
Greg is now another contender to this husband race. But not a key player. I had a great time with him and I love e-mailling him, but I’m not getting the incredible interest vibes from him. But it’s still early on. He didn’t ask me out for this weekend either, so it just might be dead in the water. But he’s wroth mentioning anyways because he’s cute and kind and has a job and his own condo J
Jeni will notice that Al is not mentioned in these potential men. He’s a great guy, fun to hang out with and makes me feel like I’m the only person in a room of 100. He does have that amazing quilaity. He can also treat my like a princess. I saw him Tuesday night and he called again last night but I wasn’t home. He’s great to cuddle with , but I am just using him. I don’t ever see a future with him, and I hope he does know that and does not get attached to me.
So 6 minutes until my meeting and I think I’ve finished this entry. 4 minutes now. I’ll update it. And quickly write jeni and brian to read. Adios peoples.
-Kelly