Apr 17, 2006 18:28
going home this weekend was so nice. i really would go home all the time if i could, despite the 5.5 hour drive. i just always have so much freaking work to do (and i hardly even end up doing it usually).i dunno, home is just so relaxing. i don't have to think when i'm with my family. i don't have to worry about being cute or being a bitch or impressing anyone. i can just be me. it's extremely refreshing, and makes me wish i only lived 2 hours away.
i feel like i'm in a rut. i want something new. new job? new gym schedule? new work ethic? new friends? more road trips? more frequent trips to the beach? a new ring tone (haha)? im not sure. i get like this every once in awhile, and i haven't yet found the solution. we'll see what happens this quarter.