Luna 1/?
Title: Luna
Author: SID Vicious
Chapters: More chapters to come
Genre: AU, Angst, light fluff, yaoi
Rating/warnings: PG-15 for this part
Band(s): Luna Sea
Pairing(s): Sugizo /J
Summary: The moon had always been a beautiful thing to watch, at least that was what Sugizo thought. He didn't want to be waching the moon now, not with the hands sliding under his shirt, touching his skin in such a way, a craving way. A way that also made Sugizo's skin crawl, having the feeling that whenever the man touched him it felt like he got parasites under his skin,the mans fingers felt like the long legs of a spider. Whenever the man decided to nibble a bit at the skin in his neck it felt like he got venom injected to his veins.
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The moon had always been a beautiful thing to watch, at least that was what Sugizo thought. Yet he feared that the opinion of the moon now would change. The grass bellow him was damp and if he would place his hands on it, his hands would grow wet. The air was chilly and heavy, as if it was about to rain. Yet there were no clouds that covered the star filled sky.
He didn’t want to be watching the moon now, not with his hands sliding under his shirt and touching his skin in such a way, in a craving way. A way that also made Sugizo's skin crawl, having the feeling that whenever the man touched him that he got parasites under his skin, the man’s fingers felt like the long legs of spiders. Whenever the man decided to nibble a bit at the skin in his neck it felt like he got venom injected to his veins.
He moved his gaze down to the grass and bit his lower lip, letting his left hand nearly crush the fingers on his right hand. Oh how he wanted to push the man away from his body, kick him where the sun doesn’t shine and run of as fast as he could. But he couldn’t, he wasn’t allowed to. The man behind him pulled Sugizo closer to him by his hips, starting a dark and swirling pit in Sugizo's stomach, he felt sick now.
Sugizo looked up again to the moon and tried to focus all of his attention to the moon, he needed to distract himself while he still could. The shirt he wore was now unbuttoned and his chest was exposed to the chill cold air. Just the cold air made his breathing speed up a little bit, causing his chest to rise and fall more quickly in shorter motions, but the fact that he didn’t want to go through this probably helped a lot.
He closed his eyes and bit back a gasp when he got bitten again in his neck, wanting to squirm away from him again. But it almost seemed as if the man red his mind and grabbed a hold of his wrist to prevent him from moving too much. He glanced back to the moon, with almost tear-filled eyes. And that was the last he could allow from himself, he couldn’t allow himself to cry now, not only would he probably not earn any money at all because it wasn’t what the man wanted.
Why for all sakes of gods did the man have to drag him out all the way out into nowhere and enjoy nature, of course a spot where he had a perfect view of the moon, the love of his life. And with the man doing this to him only caused the image of the moon to break into his mind, he was scared that when he would walk away from here that he would be disgusted by the moon.
The man moved from behind him and pulled Sugizo's shirt of in the movement he made, leaving him bare-chested now. The next move was a hard tug at his pants, almost pulling Sugizo with him a bit so he had to re grip, making sure he wouldn’t fall down in the wet grass, even if it didn’t matter much now, he would lie down in the end anyhow.
And barely some seconds after thinking that thought, the man pushed him down in the wet grass and took what he wanted. It hurt like hell for Sugizo and thinking of something else didn’t really help him. Luckily it didn’t really take that long time and Sugizo was grateful for that, he just wanted the man out of and away from him, in every possible way.
Almost the second he was able to sit up Sugizo grabbed his shirt and put it back on, but before he started buttoning it, he wanted to be dressed as much as possible and get away from the man who had in the mean time pulled out his wallet. By the time that Sugizo stood up and was buttoning his half wet, half dry shirt again the man threw some bills on the grass, which Sugizo picked up and counted through.
‘’Do you need a ride back?’’ The man then asked on his all too deep voice that had caused a few nightmares, even if Sugizo didn’t want to confess it at all. Sugizo shook his head while he looked through the bills, doing some quick and simple math, no tipping tonight again, it was to be expected, the man was just like uncle Scrooge on Christmas.
‘’I’ll walk.’’ Sugizo said simply and turned around to leave for the road, he didn’t want to be near the man now. He took a detour through the forest to make sure the man had left before he got out on the road and started walking. It was cold and for some seconds he almost regretted walking, he could have been in a car. But then the hand of that man would rest on his thigh now, the thought made him shiver and actually forget that it was so cold, a car would stop sooner or later anyhow.
Yet Sugizo was hoping for the sooner part, before he knew it he had walked for about half an hour in the cold air, his back felt as if it was covered with a thin layer of ice. His fingers had lost the ability to feel something and his lips had turned into a light shade of purple, even if he wasn’t aware of that. At least not yet.
After five more minutes of walking he once more wondered why he didn’t accept the ride home. Sure, it was summer, but that didn’t guarantee that it was hot all the constant time out on the god dammed country just because it did in Tokyo. This wasn’t Tokyo, He was two, almost three hours away from Tokyo by car.
He growled a bit and kicked on a small rock in frustration, much like some soccer star would do when it was his last chance to score a goal. He almost wanted to scream out but just ended up clenching his fists and started walking at a faster pace. In the end, he couldn’t take the frustration much longer and tugged at his hair, then let go because he didn’t want to ruin it, it was only six on the evening for Christ’s sake and here he was.
‘’Is there anyone out in the middle of fucking nowhere now! God fucking dammit!’’ Sugizo yelled out and continued walking again, he was hungry, he was cold and he was in pain so he thought he had every existing excuse in the world to be on a very bad mood.
And then, as if it was some kind of omen, a car came by from the turn that Sugizo just took for a few minutes ago, causing the man to turn around and almost want to pray to god, but he didn’t give that much time now considering the fact that he needed to show the man that he was hitchhiking. So he put his thumb up in the air and started walking back words so the driver would see him.
He didn’t get a good look of the car until it had stopped right next to him and he did like the sight a lot. He didn’t know that much of cars but he was skilled enough to know that it was a Camaro, a black one with white stripes on its nose and roof. He almost wanted to touch it, but he couldn’t bring it to himself anyway, he had to talk to the driver and making a bad impression the first he did could make whoever it was who drove this beauty drive off again.
He walked over to the driver’s door and leaned a bit down so he could see the man who didn’t even look him into his eyes. ‘’Get in the car, no discussing of that matter.’’ The man said and placed a cigarette against his lips. Sugizo nearly lost his jaw a bit because of pure surprise and nodded slightly before walking around the car and opening the door to the passenger’s seat before sinking down in the old fashioned, but still very comfortable seat.
‘’Thanks.’’ Sugizo murmured once he slammed the door shut and immediately started to rub some heat into his arms to get somewhat of his body temperature back online. It gave him some short time to look at the interior of the car, everything was as if it was how the car was bought, original parts and everything, but little did he know about it.
‘’If I left you out there you would have frozen to death sooner or later right.’’ The man replied with a smirk on his face, also obviously chewing on some gum. Sugizo smirked lightly and nodded, not really being amused from the comment. ‘’It’s not exactly the centre of the world here so it’s not like it’s there, city boy, don’t you think?’’ the man said and chuckled a bit, causing Sugizo to get a better look of him.
The black hair was unruly and probably hadn’t seen a hairbrush for the last couple of years, he had a smirk on his face of which Sugizo had a feeling that it wouldn’t disappear so easily. He was wearing a simple white linen which showed his rather muscular body, his right arm was kept on the wheel and showed a tattoo around it. While his left arm was placed on the door with the window slightly open so the smoke would leave the car.
‘’Yeah.’’ Sugizo murmured carefully and looked out of the car while putting some hair behind his ear. He already thought the man had made a bad impression by him and it was annoying him, he already felt annoyed by the man.
‘’So where are you going?’’ The man asked him as he sped up a bit now he got out on a straight road, there was no reason to slow down, there weren’t exactly any deer’s in the forest here, for as far as Sugizo knew. But the man seemed to know more about this place so if he thought it was okey to drive this quickly then it was, hopefully..
‘’Tokyo, drop me of wherever you like that’s on the way.’’ Sugizo said simply and lowered his hand from his hair, no more playing with it now. Even if he knew he wouldn’t be able to stop playing with his hair, he constantly needed to correct it.
'’Train station then, Since Tokyo is not on my list of what to see, don’t like it.’’ The man confessed and just continued chewing his gum. Sugizo looked at him with a confused gaze, and seemingly the other man realized that because he started talking again. ‘’It’s not fun to drive in the city either, it’s all the same, there is no joy in it, stay out on the country, it’s more fun that way.’’ The man said and placed his cigarette back to his lips.
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Author: SID Vicious
Chapters: More chapters to come
Genre: AU, Angst, light fluff, yaoi
Rating/warnings: PG-15 for this part
Band(s): Luna Sea
Pairing(s): Sugizo /J
Summary: The moon had always been a beautiful thing to watch, at least that was what Sugizo thought. He didn't want to be waching the moon now, not with the hands sliding under his shirt, touching his skin in such a way, a craving way. A way that also made Sugizo's skin crawl, having the feeling that whenever the man touched him it felt like he got parasites under his skin,the mans fingers felt like the long legs of a spider. Whenever the man decided to nibble a bit at the skin in his neck it felt like he got venom injected to his veins.
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The moon had always been a beautiful thing to watch, at least that was what Sugizo thought. Yet he feared that the opinion of the moon now would change. The grass bellow him was damp and if he would place his hands on it, his hands would grow wet. The air was chilly and heavy, as if it was about to rain. Yet there were no clouds that covered the star filled sky.
He didn’t want to be watching the moon now, not with his hands sliding under his shirt and touching his skin in such a way, in a craving way. A way that also made Sugizo's skin crawl, having the feeling that whenever the man touched him that he got parasites under his skin, the man’s fingers felt like the long legs of spiders. Whenever the man decided to nibble a bit at the skin in his neck it felt like he got venom injected to his veins.
He moved his gaze down to the grass and bit his lower lip, letting his left hand nearly crush the fingers on his right hand. Oh how he wanted to push the man away from his body, kick him where the sun doesn’t shine and run of as fast as he could. But he couldn’t, he wasn’t allowed to. The man behind him pulled Sugizo closer to him by his hips, starting a dark and swirling pit in Sugizo's stomach, he felt sick now.
Sugizo looked up again to the moon and tried to focus all of his attention to the moon, he needed to distract himself while he still could. The shirt he wore was now unbuttoned and his chest was exposed to the chill cold air. Just the cold air made his breathing speed up a little bit, causing his chest to rise and fall more quickly in shorter motions, but the fact that he didn’t want to go through this probably helped a lot.
He closed his eyes and bit back a gasp when he got bitten again in his neck, wanting to squirm away from him again. But it almost seemed as if the man red his mind and grabbed a hold of his wrist to prevent him from moving too much. He glanced back to the moon, with almost tear-filled eyes. And that was the last he could allow from himself, he couldn’t allow himself to cry now, not only would he probably not earn any money at all because it wasn’t what the man wanted.
Why for all sakes of gods did the man have to drag him out all the way out into nowhere and enjoy nature, of course a spot where he had a perfect view of the moon, the love of his life. And with the man doing this to him only caused the image of the moon to break into his mind, he was scared that when he would walk away from here that he would be disgusted by the moon.
The man moved from behind him and pulled Sugizo's shirt of in the movement he made, leaving him bare-chested now. The next move was a hard tug at his pants, almost pulling Sugizo with him a bit so he had to re grip, making sure he wouldn’t fall down in the wet grass, even if it didn’t matter much now, he would lie down in the end anyhow.
And barely some seconds after thinking that thought, the man pushed him down in the wet grass and took what he wanted. It hurt like hell for Sugizo and thinking of something else didn’t really help him. Luckily it didn’t really take that long time and Sugizo was grateful for that, he just wanted the man out of and away from him, in every possible way.
Almost the second he was able to sit up Sugizo grabbed his shirt and put it back on, but before he started buttoning it, he wanted to be dressed as much as possible and get away from the man who had in the mean time pulled out his wallet. By the time that Sugizo stood up and was buttoning his half wet, half dry shirt again the man threw some bills on the grass, which Sugizo picked up and counted through.
‘’Do you need a ride back?’’ The man then asked on his all too deep voice that had caused a few nightmares, even if Sugizo didn’t want to confess it at all. Sugizo shook his head while he looked through the bills, doing some quick and simple math, no tipping tonight again, it was to be expected, the man was just like uncle Scrooge on Christmas.
‘’I’ll walk.’’ Sugizo said simply and turned around to leave for the road, he didn’t want to be near the man now. He took a detour through the forest to make sure the man had left before he got out on the road and started walking. It was cold and for some seconds he almost regretted walking, he could have been in a car. But then the hand of that man would rest on his thigh now, the thought made him shiver and actually forget that it was so cold, a car would stop sooner or later anyhow.
Yet Sugizo was hoping for the sooner part, before he knew it he had walked for about half an hour in the cold air, his back felt as if it was covered with a thin layer of ice. His fingers had lost the ability to feel something and his lips had turned into a light shade of purple, even if he wasn’t aware of that. At least not yet.
After five more minutes of walking he once more wondered why he didn’t accept the ride home. Sure, it was summer, but that didn’t guarantee that it was hot all the constant time out on the god dammed country just because it did in Tokyo. This wasn’t Tokyo, He was two, almost three hours away from Tokyo by car.
He growled a bit and kicked on a small rock in frustration, much like some soccer star would do when it was his last chance to score a goal. He almost wanted to scream out but just ended up clenching his fists and started walking at a faster pace. In the end, he couldn’t take the frustration much longer and tugged at his hair, then let go because he didn’t want to ruin it, it was only six on the evening for Christ’s sake and here he was.
‘’Is there anyone out in the middle of fucking nowhere now! God fucking dammit!’’ Sugizo yelled out and continued walking again, he was hungry, he was cold and he was in pain so he thought he had every existing excuse in the world to be on a very bad mood.
And then, as if it was some kind of omen, a car came by from the turn that Sugizo just took for a few minutes ago, causing the man to turn around and almost want to pray to god, but he didn’t give that much time now considering the fact that he needed to show the man that he was hitchhiking. So he put his thumb up in the air and started walking back words so the driver would see him.
He didn’t get a good look of the car until it had stopped right next to him and he did like the sight a lot. He didn’t know that much of cars but he was skilled enough to know that it was a Camaro, a black one with white stripes on its nose and roof. He almost wanted to touch it, but he couldn’t bring it to himself anyway, he had to talk to the driver and making a bad impression the first he did could make whoever it was who drove this beauty drive off again.
He walked over to the driver’s door and leaned a bit down so he could see the man who didn’t even look him into his eyes. ‘’Get in the car, no discussing of that matter.’’ The man said and placed a cigarette against his lips. Sugizo nearly lost his jaw a bit because of pure surprise and nodded slightly before walking around the car and opening the door to the passenger’s seat before sinking down in the old fashioned, but still very comfortable seat.
‘’Thanks.’’ Sugizo murmured once he slammed the door shut and immediately started to rub some heat into his arms to get somewhat of his body temperature back online. It gave him some short time to look at the interior of the car, everything was as if it was how the car was bought, original parts and everything, but little did he know about it.
‘’If I left you out there you would have frozen to death sooner or later right.’’ The man replied with a smirk on his face, also obviously chewing on some gum. Sugizo smirked lightly and nodded, not really being amused from the comment. ‘’It’s not exactly the centre of the world here so it’s not like it’s there, city boy, don’t you think?’’ the man said and chuckled a bit, causing Sugizo to get a better look of him.
The black hair was unruly and probably hadn’t seen a hairbrush for the last couple of years, he had a smirk on his face of which Sugizo had a feeling that it wouldn’t disappear so easily. He was wearing a simple white linen which showed his rather muscular body, his right arm was kept on the wheel and showed a tattoo around it. While his left arm was placed on the door with the window slightly open so the smoke would leave the car.
‘’Yeah.’’ Sugizo murmured carefully and looked out of the car while putting some hair behind his ear. He already thought the man had made a bad impression by him and it was annoying him, he already felt annoyed by the man.
‘’So where are you going?’’ The man asked him as he sped up a bit now he got out on a straight road, there was no reason to slow down, there weren’t exactly any deer’s in the forest here, for as far as Sugizo knew. But the man seemed to know more about this place so if he thought it was okey to drive this quickly then it was, hopefully..
‘’Tokyo, drop me of wherever you like that’s on the way.’’ Sugizo said simply and lowered his hand from his hair, no more playing with it now. Even if he knew he wouldn’t be able to stop playing with his hair, he constantly needed to correct it.
'’Train station then, Since Tokyo is not on my list of what to see, don’t like it.’’ The man confessed and just continued chewing his gum. Sugizo looked at him with a confused gaze, and seemingly the other man realized that because he started talking again. ‘’It’s not fun to drive in the city either, it’s all the same, there is no joy in it, stay out on the country, it’s more fun that way.’’ The man said and placed his cigarette back to his lips.
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