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I'm the jealous type and i hate it.
I wish i could not worry about stuff like that.
SOoooooooo im bored right now. im sitting by myself... i should pray or somethin. watch tv or play the guitar even though im having a bit of a writers block with that. i cant find any cooler chords.
My voice has gotten better but I will always want it to be better.
I love Trisha more than anything. I feel like I am supposed to be with her. And that statement isn't just one of those imature things that most couples say. I actually feel like God has something in store for us in the future. I could be acting blind, but i honestly feel like we are supposed to have that relationship. She is perfect. I see God in her. I love that. I can only hope that God has her as my special someone in his plan. I feel very strongly that we could be together forever. That sounds so cliche, ..but frankly... i mean it.
It's scary, but exciting.
Look how far we've come...
Look at what we've done...
We have been through so much, it's hard to doubt that we could work out. God has realy blessed me with her. Gosh i wish you all knew how much i meant this. I wish you knew how freaking true this is. I wish you all had trust that i actually feel all this and that i actually feel like it's supposed to be like this. I think of the person that makes me the happiest as someone can make me, and it fits Trisha's discription. I know if I turn out to be wrong about all of this, i will feel stupid later... But i guess that's the risk i am willing to take. That's how deep i feel about it all. I was talking on the phone with alie fish today and i found myself telling her all the things that made me happy about Trisha.
How she can't ever look at me for more than 5 seconds and ends up putting her face down because shes embarrassed
How we tell stories to eachother about us being married in the future (that would be bliss) and having boys that wore eyeliner and girls that wore stilletos.... cute
How she's so beautiful and when i cuddle with her i just think about how perfectly she fits in my arms.
In fact... im just going to say some things that make me happy about Trisha.. they might be a little funny, so dont laugh at me or i'll cut you
-how soft her skin is
-how smooth her lips are
-her pigeon footed walk
-how she STANDS pigeon footed
-her laugh
-how she laughs at "correctomundo".... why IS that funny???
-how we make funny noises together
the list could go on and on, but im sure i'm makin someone puke so i'll stop. haha
eh... Truth is... is that shes awesome... and that's the truth...
((I started writing this entry and had NO IDEA it would be all about Trisha))
~Blushes~
I wish i could not worry about stuff like that.
SOoooooooo im bored right now. im sitting by myself... i should pray or somethin. watch tv or play the guitar even though im having a bit of a writers block with that. i cant find any cooler chords.
My voice has gotten better but I will always want it to be better.
I love Trisha more than anything. I feel like I am supposed to be with her. And that statement isn't just one of those imature things that most couples say. I actually feel like God has something in store for us in the future. I could be acting blind, but i honestly feel like we are supposed to have that relationship. She is perfect. I see God in her. I love that. I can only hope that God has her as my special someone in his plan. I feel very strongly that we could be together forever. That sounds so cliche, ..but frankly... i mean it.
It's scary, but exciting.
Look how far we've come...
Look at what we've done...
We have been through so much, it's hard to doubt that we could work out. God has realy blessed me with her. Gosh i wish you all knew how much i meant this. I wish you knew how freaking true this is. I wish you all had trust that i actually feel all this and that i actually feel like it's supposed to be like this. I think of the person that makes me the happiest as someone can make me, and it fits Trisha's discription. I know if I turn out to be wrong about all of this, i will feel stupid later... But i guess that's the risk i am willing to take. That's how deep i feel about it all. I was talking on the phone with alie fish today and i found myself telling her all the things that made me happy about Trisha.
How she can't ever look at me for more than 5 seconds and ends up putting her face down because shes embarrassed
How we tell stories to eachother about us being married in the future (that would be bliss) and having boys that wore eyeliner and girls that wore stilletos.... cute
How she's so beautiful and when i cuddle with her i just think about how perfectly she fits in my arms.
In fact... im just going to say some things that make me happy about Trisha.. they might be a little funny, so dont laugh at me or i'll cut you
-how soft her skin is
-how smooth her lips are
-her pigeon footed walk
-how she STANDS pigeon footed
-her laugh
-how she laughs at "correctomundo".... why IS that funny???
-how we make funny noises together
the list could go on and on, but im sure i'm makin someone puke so i'll stop. haha
eh... Truth is... is that shes awesome... and that's the truth...
((I started writing this entry and had NO IDEA it would be all about Trisha))
~Blushes~