The earth is too big
I absolutely hate being so far from the best thing in my life. This has got to be the worst month ever. Jeez Trisha. Why won't you just come home. I miss you so much. Why can't you just come back to me? I can't stand the distance. I've written some lyrics about the situation, but I am gonna give up trying to write songs pretty soon. They aren't getting any better. I should just let the genius Devin write all my songs since I can't come up with anything intelligent, but if anyone disagree's with that, then you can sign my journal...
1)
And I saw a butterfly today...
Reminded me of how you're flying away...
From me to Europe for thirty days...
Similar to you the butterfly had
Perfect outline of what God created it to be
Beautiful in every way before me
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen
Please tell me I can come with you cuz I can't stand the distance
At least one more kiss before you leave
Tell me nothings gonna change while your gone
The sound of that line would give me some relief
2)
I'm sick...
Sick of the disability i have to live with
and Not knowing how to be happy
Tired of the natural fear imbeded within
of being stabbed in the heart without reason
Feeling like theres nothin to hold me up
No canes or walls to lean against
Take my dried eyes and heal my wounds
My knees caving and my body tense
Please be that something that i can hold
And lay calm next to fears fading away
My paper weight not letting me fold
You're the one keeping the nightmares at bay
Tomorrow will come, the sun born again
Along with new hopes of seeing your face
Feeling your hands on the side of my chin
Pulling my lips into yours with grace
3)
Ok... I think it's time to take a vow
Stop the ignorance and silence now
Think what the famous one wants
Schedules printed with legible fonts
Pull aside checking the map for turns
That one cant see. Their eyes so burned
From cigarette ashes flicked into their faces
So use some soap to erase all those traces
From brown bottles broken upon hands
Hoping the smell fades. Along with the dance
Of sparks that produce smoky air
Theres only so much that one can bare
The epitome of goodness is watching over
Which pikes we choose at the forks in the road
I pray that you take his reason to bow his face
In shame of your actions. That you're losing the race
4)
im missing the waves of your heart beat
through your shirt knocking me off my feet
too many thoughts, too many states
to handle the nightmare loneliness creates
I can feel your presence all around me
But your face fades once i can see
That you're just a manifestation
Sent from my endless desolation
I'd fall all over again just to hear your voice
But its the most impractical choice
Don't forget the dates we've made
There's more than enough to build a cascade
Of memories to think of for the rest of our lives
Or laughter and music given on all our drives.
Forget me not, I am still here
To have and to hold when you have the fear
Of it all burning as if it were wildfire
Held back from growth caught in barbed wire
Enjoy... I guess
I love you Trisha. I just hope you're missing me as much as I miss you.
1)
And I saw a butterfly today...
Reminded me of how you're flying away...
From me to Europe for thirty days...
Similar to you the butterfly had
Perfect outline of what God created it to be
Beautiful in every way before me
The most beautiful thing I've ever seen
Please tell me I can come with you cuz I can't stand the distance
At least one more kiss before you leave
Tell me nothings gonna change while your gone
The sound of that line would give me some relief
2)
I'm sick...
Sick of the disability i have to live with
and Not knowing how to be happy
Tired of the natural fear imbeded within
of being stabbed in the heart without reason
Feeling like theres nothin to hold me up
No canes or walls to lean against
Take my dried eyes and heal my wounds
My knees caving and my body tense
Please be that something that i can hold
And lay calm next to fears fading away
My paper weight not letting me fold
You're the one keeping the nightmares at bay
Tomorrow will come, the sun born again
Along with new hopes of seeing your face
Feeling your hands on the side of my chin
Pulling my lips into yours with grace
3)
Ok... I think it's time to take a vow
Stop the ignorance and silence now
Think what the famous one wants
Schedules printed with legible fonts
Pull aside checking the map for turns
That one cant see. Their eyes so burned
From cigarette ashes flicked into their faces
So use some soap to erase all those traces
From brown bottles broken upon hands
Hoping the smell fades. Along with the dance
Of sparks that produce smoky air
Theres only so much that one can bare
The epitome of goodness is watching over
Which pikes we choose at the forks in the road
I pray that you take his reason to bow his face
In shame of your actions. That you're losing the race
4)
im missing the waves of your heart beat
through your shirt knocking me off my feet
too many thoughts, too many states
to handle the nightmare loneliness creates
I can feel your presence all around me
But your face fades once i can see
That you're just a manifestation
Sent from my endless desolation
I'd fall all over again just to hear your voice
But its the most impractical choice
Don't forget the dates we've made
There's more than enough to build a cascade
Of memories to think of for the rest of our lives
Or laughter and music given on all our drives.
Forget me not, I am still here
To have and to hold when you have the fear
Of it all burning as if it were wildfire
Held back from growth caught in barbed wire
Enjoy... I guess
I love you Trisha. I just hope you're missing me as much as I miss you.