Angela Baker and my obsession with fire

[siczombie]

I won't forget the day that that I came to

and I stared thinking that there's more than just perfect Prom Queens and Silver spoons

And all I ever wanted was someone

To knock me back to the bliss of ignorance

Cause I feel like running head first into traffic

And go I'm here to SAY

That thoughts in bed with pain

I won't forget the day that that I found GOHD

in a kitchen knife and on my arm

so paint the pail white floor with

with my red life

And tell me that this pain

is the Pain you love

As I swallow the pills of happiness

and you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake

And so I'm here to SAY

that thoughts in bed with pain

I stand outside my pretty house

I light a match to start the fire

I called the cops to let 'Em know

It's 22Walthery Ave.

I THOUGHT I WANTED THIS!

I'm here to SAY

I said I wanted some more attention

I thought I wanted a story ending

I think the truth is I'm scared

I think that I'm just scared to live

I think that the truth is

I'm everything that I hate

~*Just give me time to remove your face from my brain.

Just give me time to earse the memory Just stay away

You've gone far to much harm  and I've had all that I can take*~