Funfilled Evening

Aug 29, 2004 01:07

I had thee worst day in my life ina long time. I was with Tim till 3 in tha morning...hadda get up at 9 to work. I could not wake up at work. I dragged my ass the whole day. I hadda work with Mary as well. This woman is insanely stupid. I have never had anyone press on my last nerve like this lady does. I cannnot fucking stand her. Being in the same room as her makes me fucking cringe. So I was not happy at all today at work and I won't be at all tomorrow cuz I work with her then as well.
I get off work...my mum sits me down to have a serious talk with me. Apparently there is a rumor going around I'm dating Jeff...so she asked me about that. Then she asked me about Tim. I just flat out told her. Got that outta the way, now get this. I'm 18...out of school n this fall I'm going to be working fulltime. I'm home for 7-8 hours a night which is only when I'm asleep an to shower. I haven't ate at my house in 2 months. I dont' disturb anyone or anything or make a mess anywhere. My mum told me I have to give her 15$ a week to make up for not being here. WTF. I thought she'd be happy. What does she need me around for!? Goddamnit. I can't be home. Holdyn drives me insane n so does my sister. I love this li'l boy with all my heart. He's so adorable but my sister has not gotten him ona a daily routine yet an he gets crabby an he has lots of problems with his formulas(switched formulas 3 times and doctors apt's.) So hes always crying. I have 300$ of doctor bills. 1 is for my emergency room bill. that was 200$ and the other is for just an appointment to talk to a doctor. I talked to her for 15 minutes and they charged me 100$!!! My mum made me go too and now she told me I have to pay them all from now on. I have worked 2 days in the last 2 week. How the fuck am I gonna pay fer that!? I can't aford my 2packs of smokes a day. Omg. I went insane. I got my phone bill today too. 100$! my pills are 30$...why do I get all this now!? All these bills laid out on me on the same day. I seriously snapped. Tim blames himself. He said all this shit started when he got here. Bah, maybe so, but it's not his fault. These are my choices...I think for myself. I am just seriously screwed right now. I don't know what's going on. I haven't felt the best in the past two days. I love spending time with tim, but argh. Someone fix this! I work EVERYDAY fer the next 2 months. No social life fer me anymore.
Tonight was wierd. Tim got into some shit with ppl from my town. Well they came over tonight and drank with us. Tim got everything straight n they're all "cool" now. Well I only had a few drinks and heidi and tim started drinkin at like 3. They both passed out by midnight. Everyone else was still there. I didn't know half of them so I kicked them out. Josh puked on the bathroom door and on himself an on the living room floor. I wasn't gonna be an asshole and let it rot there till morning. I cleaned all this puke up. All the liqour and beer that was spilt on the floors and counters...all the empty bottles of alcohol and cleaned up everything. I got home 15 after midnight. Ona fucking saturday night! My night went to shit, but whatever. I'm not gonna be a dick and let ignorant assholes trash heidi's place. Her and Tim are going to feel like shit in the morning so I figured I'd pick up so they wouldn't have to and could sleep all day instead. Whatever, I'm really tired. I have so much shit to do and no time to do. I have 2 weeks of laundry. argh. mannnn. I gotta work in 8 hours lol. My mums trippin now too cuz she doesn't understand why I don't bring tim around when her and my dad are home. One look at him an my dad would shoot him. But whatever, they're going to have to get use to him sooner er later. So I guess I'll bring him around then. But Ima head out. I NEED sleep.
~SinD
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