Jul 28, 2003 20:17
Right now i'm in Gilroy, which is about two hours south of San francisco, for those of you who don't know where it is. I just happened to come here on one of the busiest weekends of the entire year. It was the last weekend of the Famous Garlic festival. The traffic was unbelievable! For those of you wondering why i'm here, i am visiting my cousin's. There are four of them...Logan 9(male), Jordan 7(female), Mason 4(male)and Hudson 3(male). They are all very cute, but a little loud as kids tend to be. I go back to reality on Thursday.
I miss Syd, I haven't talked to him in a few days. I called him last night but he was having fun at the county fair, so i could not talk to him. I'm assuming that Daisy is home. I missed her and now she is finally home i am not. That is crappy. I want to hang out with her, she is a very nice kid. She makes me happy, i always seem to feel happy when i am around her.
When i was in Europe. I managed to learn a lot about myself. I grew up a little bit in certain ways. I've enrolled in the JC which i thought i'd never do. I know that i said that i would but i never thought that i would actually do it. When i first got to London i was all alone. Justin went out to the Hotel's bar to try and finally be cool. So i just wondered around London by myself. It was very liberating. I managed to do that in every counrty i was in. We were given a lot of freedom on that trip which helped me find myself, to think and ponder about life and what i was going to do. It gave me a chance to see the sights that i personally wanted to see. On the other hand it also made me quite lonly. I wanted Syd and Daisy the most. Those two make me very happy. when i get home i am going to find her and give her a hug!
I feel fat. Before i left Syd and i would go to the gym and work out every night. I was trying not to eat crap food and to drink a lot of water. Now that i am surrounded by kids i eat crap food all day because that's all they have to eat. I have not worked out in four days, i think i'm having withdrawls. When i get home i'm working out for a week! ok well, i believe that i am rambeling...farwell.
Until Next Time...
BuhBye.