Inspiered by Dasiy

[sicntwisted]

I hate: Not being able to take it back.
I miss: My youth.
I fear: The dark.
I feel: Like i'm growing up.
I crave: To be a kid again.
I search: For an easy way out.
I wonder: What i'll end up doing with my life.
I regret: Not being able to love my mom's side of the family more.
I am not: Alone.
I believe: The i will fail.
I cry: When i am frusterated.
I do not always: Act the way i want to.
I fight: To make my family happy.
I never: Know what is going to happen next.
I am scared: Of what i'll become.
I need: To feel loved and wanted.
I am happy about: Relationship with Syd.
I expect: the unexpected
I should: Worry less.
I hope: That i won't turn out like my mother.
I lack: the ability to FLY.
I smile: When i'm with Syd.
I do: Clean a lot.
I strive: To be perfect (it dosen't work)
I talk: Only when i want to.
I depise: Myself for having no confidance in myself.
I dream: about posesed people.
I enjoy: Traveling.
I protect: Myself, from those who can hurt me.
I remember: my childhood, lots of moving.
I depend: on people too drive me around too much.
I worry: too much.