BOO!
lol.
weird weekend. odd friday afternoon.
went to anna's though, spent the night. fun fun fun. lol. we saw "Saw". woo...lol, some scary parts and a really fucked up ending. whew.
yesterday was ok, a lil boring but not really that bad. talked to jose for like 20 minutes. weirdo. then i talked to Reyes for a while. man, i forgot how cool it is to just talk to reyes.
so i guess i should mention why friday afternoon was weird,
jose had planned on staying until 5, but had to leave early and i ended up alone with marcus...yeah....we ended up kissing...a few times. t'was weird.
i felt kinda bad, but then not really...i dunno, it's hard to explain. it's not that i actually like marcus, i mean i like being around him, he's fun to be with, and he makes me laugh like non stop. ^_^ but i won't like, i dunno...lol this sounds so funny, i won't have an affair with him or nothing. lol.
it still might be better if i just left jose anyway though, sometimes i can't see why i stay with him when things are so hard and get so complicated. i dunno...i love him though, really i do. but it's just so hard sometimes and i just think about how young we are and how maybe it's true, maybe we're too young to be so caught up in this.
*sigh* i dunno what to do. i almost gave my phone number to this guy at where my mom and i ate today. lol. we've been there a few times and whenever we go he's always smiling at me and says hi and gives me free dessert (lol) , and he always clears the table for us. it's kinda cute/funny. he seems really sweet. his name's miguel and he' 18...he wants to be a surgeon. i dunno. maybe next time we go i'll give him my number or something...(????)
oh god, what am i doing? lol
ttyl.
oh, Laika & the cosmonauts are also way awesome
weird weekend. odd friday afternoon.
went to anna's though, spent the night. fun fun fun. lol. we saw "Saw". woo...lol, some scary parts and a really fucked up ending. whew.
yesterday was ok, a lil boring but not really that bad. talked to jose for like 20 minutes. weirdo. then i talked to Reyes for a while. man, i forgot how cool it is to just talk to reyes.
so i guess i should mention why friday afternoon was weird,
jose had planned on staying until 5, but had to leave early and i ended up alone with marcus...yeah....we ended up kissing...a few times. t'was weird.
i felt kinda bad, but then not really...i dunno, it's hard to explain. it's not that i actually like marcus, i mean i like being around him, he's fun to be with, and he makes me laugh like non stop. ^_^ but i won't like, i dunno...lol this sounds so funny, i won't have an affair with him or nothing. lol.
it still might be better if i just left jose anyway though, sometimes i can't see why i stay with him when things are so hard and get so complicated. i dunno...i love him though, really i do. but it's just so hard sometimes and i just think about how young we are and how maybe it's true, maybe we're too young to be so caught up in this.
*sigh* i dunno what to do. i almost gave my phone number to this guy at where my mom and i ate today. lol. we've been there a few times and whenever we go he's always smiling at me and says hi and gives me free dessert (lol) , and he always clears the table for us. it's kinda cute/funny. he seems really sweet. his name's miguel and he' 18...he wants to be a surgeon. i dunno. maybe next time we go i'll give him my number or something...(????)
oh god, what am i doing? lol
ttyl.
oh, Laika & the cosmonauts are also way awesome