i should be sleeping
I don't know why I do this to myself. It's not like anything exciting is going to happen in the next hour that I have to stay awake for. Whatever.. it's something that I will never be able to explain. I've been sitting in this bed for so long. I think my back is going to be permanently stuck like this. Haha can you tell I'm tired? It's just ones of those nights where I don't care, I'm not going to bed for awhile. Today I didn't do anything except open the fridge and spill the salad my mom made for dinner all over the floor. I ended up making a new salad because I am nice like that. I woke up at 2:15 today. That was pretty rad. Then I took a nap later on. You could pretty much say that I was a lazy sack of shit today due to all the hours of sleep I got. I applyed to a community for cute people and another one where they are basically just mean to you and say that you are ugly. I probably won't get accepted to the second one. I dont even know why I am doing these two rating communities, maybe I'm starting to slip back into my self consciousness that I used to have. I think that's probably it. O well..
o well.. I have concluded that that is my philosophy on life. And it's a pretty good one if I do say so myself. You can't stop anything from happening so just say O well and get over it. I broke my arm.. o well.. I failed a test.. o well... I died.. o well. That's pretty much what life comes down to anyway, learning to accept things as they are and to accept consequences of your actions.
I don't know exactly what I'm trying to get at right now, but I think I'm basically saying, Don't dwell on the past or things you did wrong, if something bad happens just say fuck it and move on. Some people spend too much time worrying or being pissed or depressed about stuff. JUST SAY O WELL!
Do you find it weird that I talk about random stuff like this? Is it even interesting to read? I doubt it, but I guess this is a journal and I can write whatever I want and whatever is going on in my head.
God I love music. I'm probably going to stay up another hour just because I want to listen to my itunes.
Is that retarded of me?
Speaking of retarded, I watched What's Eating Gilbert Grape tonight ... get this... while eating grapes! weird huh? but yeah, that's a pretty good movie. I cried. Obviously. I cry at everything, I'm such a baby. It's retarded because Gilbert has a little brother named Arnie who is retarded and is played by Leonardo DiCaprio. Who knew a little retarded boy could look so hott! hahah just kidding.
Well I think I'm being an asshole right now. I don't know why. I'm picking up a sarcastic vibe in my writing. I think I'm going to find something to entertain myself online. Possibly bored.com or ebaumsworld... right I'm sucha loser.
o well.. I have concluded that that is my philosophy on life. And it's a pretty good one if I do say so myself. You can't stop anything from happening so just say O well and get over it. I broke my arm.. o well.. I failed a test.. o well... I died.. o well. That's pretty much what life comes down to anyway, learning to accept things as they are and to accept consequences of your actions.
I don't know exactly what I'm trying to get at right now, but I think I'm basically saying, Don't dwell on the past or things you did wrong, if something bad happens just say fuck it and move on. Some people spend too much time worrying or being pissed or depressed about stuff. JUST SAY O WELL!
Do you find it weird that I talk about random stuff like this? Is it even interesting to read? I doubt it, but I guess this is a journal and I can write whatever I want and whatever is going on in my head.
God I love music. I'm probably going to stay up another hour just because I want to listen to my itunes.
Is that retarded of me?
Speaking of retarded, I watched What's Eating Gilbert Grape tonight ... get this... while eating grapes! weird huh? but yeah, that's a pretty good movie. I cried. Obviously. I cry at everything, I'm such a baby. It's retarded because Gilbert has a little brother named Arnie who is retarded and is played by Leonardo DiCaprio. Who knew a little retarded boy could look so hott! hahah just kidding.
Well I think I'm being an asshole right now. I don't know why. I'm picking up a sarcastic vibe in my writing. I think I'm going to find something to entertain myself online. Possibly bored.com or ebaumsworld... right I'm sucha loser.