Life is a bunch of shit that if you stop caring it all just fixes itself
It's hillarious how different life is when you finally learn to just let go. I have lost everything but my car, hair gel, and my mostly black wardrobe when I moved out. My father is a fucking dick and treats me like shit so I dont even have access to the fucking internet of all things. I miss my old life yet I would never go back for all the world. One day I just decided to stop caring... I am going into DC every thursday to goto Alchemy every week to see all those people I can actually relate with. Last week I got to see bela morte and my favorite band, the cruxshadows, and I loved every minute of it. I was just thinking I have nothing and I dont care. It is pretty fucking insane. My parents want me to join the military but fuck em. That will only put me back 4 years on what I want to do. I finally have a plan in my life. Community college for 2 years to get my paramedic then a real school for the last two to get my RN. Yep, I want to be a nurse. But, I love medicine. I kinda wish I could get out of my dads house though. But that seems like it isnt going to happen. Still looking for an apartment. Decided to goto gothcon in march too. Made arrangements with Putz to get a hotel room and see how the new orleans scene is. George and Jenn are back together, but they are homeless now until we get an apartment... Anyhow, The shit with Angel never happened and I couldnt get on the internet to tell her that it wasnt all that important. I miss her. I am so empty now, but I dont mind. I never thought I would ever say that. I just take my happy ass to clubs and simply enjoy myself as the freak that I am. Anyhow I have to run.
~Liam
~Liam