By now it had become a question of saving face
Je ne sais pas l'heure en Paris.
About fucking time I'm 21. I had a three keg party last Saturday and almost floated every damn one of them, and then there was the 20+ person brawl and me breaking noses, but that's another story. A long one... It was a great deal of fun and my life has been made much less boring by the fact that I can go to the bars, one of the few things to do in this town that isn't illegal.
It's funny to see how the relationship with my ex changed now that I can come bother him at work. (It's not a constant, but damn, is it fun.) Before, although we got along, he was stiffer and more polite than in the past, but now the conversation is almost like we never broke up. (I said conversation.) I still find him attractive, but at the same time I've moved onto something secure and much healthier for my psyche. I am still very comfortable around him, and I trust him very much with my secrets and my honor, and he respects me enough not to try to put his hands down my pants, etc. Thank God.
Still dating Matt. We'll have been together for one year October 6, and I can hardly believe it. Still has the beard, but honestly, I'm hoping once Blue goes back to Washington that'll all change. He's all pumped up on some crazy biker idea, and although he's his own person and can do as he chooses I miss the skinhead he used to be. Don't get me wrong, that's not the only reason I started dating him, nor am I some dumb oi-toy, but at the same time he looked better that way. I've never understood nor wanted to understand the biker mentality, and I really have no desire to get involved in it. I'm better than that. However, that is no reason to break up with someone when, underneath, they are fundamentally the same person. Everyone changes and moves on, but that doesn't mean I have to like every facet of the new Matt.
Poetry.com keeps trying to sell me things ever since I was published in their book. Bastards.
Sometimes I wonder what Shay's up to these days.
You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
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About fucking time I'm 21. I had a three keg party last Saturday and almost floated every damn one of them, and then there was the 20+ person brawl and me breaking noses, but that's another story. A long one... It was a great deal of fun and my life has been made much less boring by the fact that I can go to the bars, one of the few things to do in this town that isn't illegal.
It's funny to see how the relationship with my ex changed now that I can come bother him at work. (It's not a constant, but damn, is it fun.) Before, although we got along, he was stiffer and more polite than in the past, but now the conversation is almost like we never broke up. (I said conversation.) I still find him attractive, but at the same time I've moved onto something secure and much healthier for my psyche. I am still very comfortable around him, and I trust him very much with my secrets and my honor, and he respects me enough not to try to put his hands down my pants, etc. Thank God.
Still dating Matt. We'll have been together for one year October 6, and I can hardly believe it. Still has the beard, but honestly, I'm hoping once Blue goes back to Washington that'll all change. He's all pumped up on some crazy biker idea, and although he's his own person and can do as he chooses I miss the skinhead he used to be. Don't get me wrong, that's not the only reason I started dating him, nor am I some dumb oi-toy, but at the same time he looked better that way. I've never understood nor wanted to understand the biker mentality, and I really have no desire to get involved in it. I'm better than that. However, that is no reason to break up with someone when, underneath, they are fundamentally the same person. Everyone changes and moves on, but that doesn't mean I have to like every facet of the new Matt.
Poetry.com keeps trying to sell me things ever since I was published in their book. Bastards.
Sometimes I wonder what Shay's up to these days.
You are the color red. You are the most
controversial of all the colors. You are often
easily angered, but as easily as you got
excited, you come down. When angered, do you
have the tendency to be malicious? Afterwards,
do you end up begging for forgiveness? Maybe.
But you're incredibly generous, and, odd
enough, needy. You love to hate, and
sometimes, you hate to love. This color
describes you as generally edgy. When in a bad
situation, you're pessimistic, and when you're
in a good situation, you're extremely
optimistic. You're painfully tempermental, and
sometimes it hurts the ones you love. But with
an exciting and stimulating attitude, you enjoy
talking to people and being social. But aside
from your bold and outgoing attitude, you're
attention-needing and attention-getting. This
color is associated with lust and desire--and
you are both lust and desirous. You're a
protective person when it comes to the people
you love. You're incredibly sharp-witted and
powerful (not to mention intelligent!).
What color are you? (Amazingly detailed & accurate--with pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla